And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
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It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

9:04 AM

My Eyes Can't Seem To Close

Just came back from night shift..
And i found a new route home that is faster
But i hate taking the bus cause i kept dozing off and leaning on people's shoulder
Its so embarrassing
I kept dozing off at back office just now
But now i cannot seem to sleep
Uncle Ong is so nice,
He keep asking me to sleep and bought bubur hitam
He may be abit naggy
But he will always make me apple juice
It is nice to know that people you work with treat you like family
You feel so safe being with them and you dont have to pretend
Never felt like this before in Roxy
I guess the bigger the hotel, the heartless people are
But talking about Roxy,
Mr Wong called me ytd saying his resignation letter has been disapproved
wheregot such logic?
I told him if they want you to stay, can!
But they must offer you better if not complain to MOM
People are just so selfish..
What's the point if so unhappy working
Right or not?
Anyway, ytd i fell asleep after work
And the moment i opened my eyes,I saw baby standing infront of me
I got a shock
He really bought me my soyabean
The best part was when i slept, my laptop and phone still on the bed,
So he removed them and slept with me cause we are both victims of night shift
Hehe
Night shifts are really graveyard shifts, very tiring
Ytd, i learn something from my relationship
I have been too selfish thinking that money spoils the relationship.
But i told baby that i needed to borrow money
He open mouth and asked" How much you need?"
I straight away told him"$100 can?"
He never ask me the reason and told me he will give me the money
I dont know what will happen if its in other people's relationship
but i do know money is a sensitive issue
Thats what broke my parents up
And i'm really cruel to think that all man are selfish
But baby is a good example that he is not.
I think i am mad but sometimes i feel worried when people care and love me so much
Cause i dont know whether i can have the capability of doing the same to them
But i know i'm blessed since secondary school days
Everyone been trying to make me happy, and of cause my family as well..
I dont blame mum and dad cause i believe they did their best to give me all they can
And yet the selfish thought is i took everything for granted
I feel like a selfish ass
I mean dont you guys have days where you just want people to stop bothering you so they can mind their own business?
but i do experience this all the time..
And all i wanna say is" thank you for everything guys"
And baby, i know you are the one who will go thru thick and thin with me..
Its not any tom,dick or harry..
Its not someone who love you just for sex,
Its not someone who love you when you know how to party,
Its not someone who love you when they feel like it,
Its someone who love even when you feel you are not worthy to be loved,
Its someone who tells you that you are beautiful in his eyes even if you know you are ugly,
Its someone who tells you the food you cooked is the best in the world even though you know its not true..
Baby, thank you for loving the irritating,selfish Cassandra even in times of difficculty
And i really hope we will last forever
Even though the time we spent is not as much as other couple,
But i dare to say that our relationship is stronger than any other couple.
My food for thought today is to tell the people that you have been neglecting due to whatever reasons that you love them, and you need them in your life.
Yes,Cassandra Dias is emo again..
But thats her baby...