And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

9:04 PM

You are my beautiful disaster...........

Evening people
So let's start from friday
Went suntanning with tasha
And i can say the sun was very hot
Went to km8 beach bar
And staying in the shelter didnt help at all
Ordered 2 australian wine as tasha wanted to drink plus calamari
and the total bill was like 100.80??
And then i met the manager of the bar
His name was Sarong
And he sure reminds me of kumar
He's so funny
And then we saw amanda working there
What a small world Huh??
But i'm like so black now la
But i did enjoyed myself
Will post the pics once i get it ya?
Good news!!
I got the hotel job
And i have to go down tomorrow for uniform fitting and medical check-up
I cannot wait
The path ahead is tough
But the tough has to get going
I wanna sign up for a slimming centre once i start working
I dun know which one is the best
Mary chia, expressions, marie france, jean yip???
Any recommendations?
And then i'm gonna save up for my diploma in tourism and hospitality
I got these all planned up already in my head
And once i get the damn diploma
I will head back to the hotel for a higher position and slowly climb my way up
So i guess this is it..
Family, love, career, spiritual
I got it all in my hands
And i'm tiring of being a failure
But i'm not anymore=)
I'm so excited for tmr
And i feel oh so fat man
So had steamboat yesterday at macperson with mummy and daddy
Dad says he's gonna buy me a new camera as my camera now is faulty
And since i'm working now,
I will get a new phone as you know the plight of my phone now
So i'm contented with life now
I'm just scared i won't have time with family,darling and friends after working
But i shall leave it all up to God
So had dinner with yun ting just now
And we took a slow stroll at the park just now
I think inner peace and good company is always what i go for
The right time, the right place and the right people is oh so true
I cannot wait for leap years man
So gonna watch it
But mojo,jessie and darling wants me to watch with them
I guess i will just watch it 3 times with my loves....
I miss darling
Hopefully,
We can give each other morning call tomorrow
This is our form of support to each other=)
and mummy's gonna follow me to the hotel tomorrow=)
And i was like reading the newspapers today
And the headlines were" are s'pore woman pampered and demanding?"
I kinda think its oh so true
But man needed to be drilled and trained man
I'm not saying they are dogs
But we all love to be pampered right girls??
No comments!!!
take care people!!!
Loves....

sugar pie honey bunch,I can't help myself...i love you and nobody else=)

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Friday, February 22, 2008

12:02 AM

This time is different.........

Good night people~

Do i look weird in bangs??

I never thought i would cut

But it was this crazy voice that kept asking me

And so i followed my heart and cut

I think i look better

Ever darling says so

What do you think??

Maybe i'm just not used

Oh well

Went to meet darling at amk hub today for dinner

Went to banquet

And we ordered lots of food la

At 1st,

I ordered ban mian

Then he ordered nasi bryani

Finding that a mistake

I kept pestering him that i wanna eat roti john

So he gave me the money to order

Seeing me eat with such delight

He decided to order his favourite kaya toast

I was like" so you think you having breakfast ah?"

Then ask him to buy teh bing

he bought for us hot teh instead

He was giving me lecture about teh bing

So i had to drink it

He looks so cute

After being together for so long

I still find him cute

I mean i never seem to praise a person for a long time

But when he first saw my bangs

He started laughing la

But after awhile,

He said i looked nice in it

Look younger too

I'm glad he said that

And so did i tell you about something funny that happened yesterday?

Cause i decided to do housework ytd remember?

Then i went to vacum my room first

And who knows ..

The vacum sucked my handphone charger in

I switched off the damn thing

But it still cannot come out

What a joke of your life right?

I cannot believe it was so funny

So i asked stephanie for help

And she tried but to no avail

And then mighty cheryl chiew finally pulled it out

It was out like after 4 hours??

Stephanie said i can enrol for s'pore most funniest video

I told mummy and darling about it

And they started laughing at me

Brother also started laughing

well well well

I guess its good to give a loud laugh

Will be going to suntan with tasha tmr

Job,please come to me...

Oh ya...

darling and i bought jigsaw puzzles today

He say it is to prevent us from boredom if he were to come to my house

Its a romantic picture of minnie and mickey mouse admiring the beautiful scenery

I guessed i finally found my own mickey=)

Cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love.....

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

12:22 PM

Dream dream dream, oh i could dream.......

This has been the third night i have been having nightmare
The previous night i dreamt i went crazy
Sometimes, i just wish i don't have such a wild imagination
Kept forgetting to give darling the morning call
Its like i cannot wake up in time because of the dreams
But darling woke me up this morning with a call
Its just so nice to hear his voice 1st thing in the morning
Everyone's kinda busy with their jae posting
Some gonna appeal
I mean i don't see the point in appealing
If u were able to be given a place,
they would have already given you
I'm not jealous or anything
But i just don't see the point
I mean ya,
I don't have a future
But so what??
I'm happy with my life now
Studies isnt everything
It does not even mean anything to me
or perhaps because i'm not smart maybe
well enough about senseless topic
I need a idiot diet proof plan
I feel so...........fat
Fat that i cannot wear all my clothes
So will be playing badminton with stephanie later
I miss her man
Been soaking myself lately in romance movies on HBO
I think i'm hopeless
Everyone is all worrying about their future la..
What about me??
I'm still dreamily in my love love love stories
I just hope i can get the damn hotel job man
Sometimes,
I just wish i can just faster get married and stay at home to be a housewife
What a failure i am right?
I mean i'm really not an ambitious person like some la..
Perhaps its the way their parents brought them up
And thats why i say
The Dias are top for partying
And also top but from the back for studying
This is oh so true
I'm feeling so sleepy
But i shall go and do some housework now
Btw,
Congrats to those who are happy with their posting results
But to those who didnt get what they want,
Get on with life and move in another direction man
Take care people...
I cannot believe it has been 4 months since we have all separated
And this is gonna get worse....

I don't know about tomorrow, but i just live from day to day...
Oh, how i miss this song....

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Monday, February 18, 2008

10:07 PM

I Finally Found Someone.....

I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete

It started over coffee
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin
This time it's different
And it's all because of you
It's better then it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it through

My favorite line was
"Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away
This is it, oh,
I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
Did I keep you waiting (I didn't mind)
I apologize (baby that's fine)
I would wait forever to just to know you were mine
You know, I love your hair
(Are you sure it looks right?)
I love what you wear
(Isn't it too tight?)
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life
This is it, oh
I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

I'm glad i found someone like you darling=)

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Friday, February 15, 2008

12:19 AM

PS. I Love You.....

Happy Valentine's Day people!!!!
I knew this day was mostly for lovers
But i didnt expect that i would spend it with the man i love
I didnt expect it to come so soon
So woke up early morning to book ps i love you for 9.15pm at amk hub
This was part of the programme for the day
I'm glad that my menses is finally here
Darling was so so so happy
But he told me something very cute
He said" i imagine you are pregnant, i'm sure it would be a nice thing"
And the way he said it was like very cute
To tell you the truth,
I hate kids man
The noise and mess they make just turns me off
But for the man i love,
I'm sure its cute to see how the kids takes after..
Love?
How much do you know about love?
To tell you the truth,
I don't know much
And i didnt believe in love in the past
But know i do
I'm currently pondering alot maybe due to ps i love you??
I was like crying crying until darling laughed at me instead of crying too
He said in the whole cinema,
I made the most noise in crying
but this show is really depressing
Happiness is really short-lived uh?
So i'm gonna learn to treasure the people around
And i seriously thank god for sending me a man like darling
He may not be romantic like some guys
He may not be good looking like some guys
But one thing's for sure
I know he loves me
I know you might be thinking"aiya, this is just the beginning what"
I used to think that way too
But he really changed my whole life, my thought on love
Its been 8 months now
I know i know...thats how fast time flies right
But our love is still growing
I love the way he loves me..
The things he does
Like" he doesnt allow me to eat chilli cause he said i was having menses"
Like" forcing me to see the doctor when he found out i was sick at times"
Like" Planning my life for me"
And even giving me morning call just to make sure i see a doctor
and sometimes waiting one over hour just because i'm late
He doesnt complain or crititise me
Yes, i'm foolishly in love
I wouldnt deny
But i think its meant to be
Its like a dream that you wouldnt believe its true
Its like its everything i've been waiting for
And now i believe that love can move the mountain
And i so hope we will last forever
Sometimes we are just so caught up with our dreams and selfish ambitions
I just wanna urge you guys to really take a good look around you
I may have nothing to my name,
I may not have a good future like some
But i'm just glad that what i have are what others don't even get to experience in their lifetime
And that is true love
Ps. I love you darling!!!
Now and forever, till the end.......

God showed me that love is patient, love is kind......
But you showed me what is love...........

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Friday, February 08, 2008

1:27 PM

Life For Me Now Is Just Love......

Hey people

I'm finally back after million years

CNY has been great though i lost 100 ytd cause of mahjong

Life isn't all about money for now

All i can say is that i've been enjoying every minute of my life now

And i'm finally 18...

Can buy 4d, can drink, can smoke, can club

Almost legal for everything

So let's start from 2nd feb

It was my b'dae party

I only invited certain people cause as you know only some people can take smoke

Sorry if you were not invited,

Its not that i was against you or what,

But we needed a smoke control

As 3/4 of the Dias family smokes

So darling came for the 1st time to see the wild side of my family

I was so afraid he couldnt take it

But i'm glad he enjoyed the food

I finally catered food

Cause i was sick of eurasian food

But devil curry is the one dish that cannot run away

I'm glad darling enjoyed the curry

So we played game of life 1st

Then slacked abit

We all danced except the piggy Huiling who wouldnt stopped eating

Xiu wen, Hilda, xuan and me danced together

I pulled darling to dance too

Drank a little

Thats why i love the Dias family

Cause we never fail to party like wild animals

Poor darling had to drink too

Cause my family said he needed to drink as a welcome by the family

But overall,

It was an enjoyable day for me

Good family, good friends, good boyfriend,

What else can i expect from man??

Nothing more important than them man

This post is gonna be a long man

Xuan is gonna leave tomorrow

And i just wanna wish you all the best dear

I'm not sure whether i'll be sending her off

But i'm gonna try

I guess life is such

We can't have the best of both worlds right?

I just refuse to believe that we are going our own ways man

And who knows how long later will we meet?

Guess i'm getting all emo and crap

But there's a time for being sad and a time for being happy

Don't you guys agree??

Time flies...

Enough about that

So went for class gathering

All i can say is that its super ultra boring

No more common topic

I felt like complete strangers with some

And felt out of place

I knew they were gonna be talking about jc or poly stuff

But that was unavoidable

I was hoping we reminsce

But i guess the world is practical

And we were all in cliques again

Well,

Everyone changed

And i guessed i grew up too

After the food in cafe cartel

They went to play arcade

My clique and i left to go home

But life has been great till now

I'm just gonna breathe in every moment of it

Till then guys,

Gong xi fa cai

May this year be a good year for us

And remember not to wear red

Wear more green as green is our lucky colour

Take care

And remember to drink lots and lots of water

What i own now in my life is what money cannot buy..

I don't need to be someone big or earn lots of money,

All i want is to have everyone loving me

That is all i need=)