And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

10:52 PM

The Things I Believe

Had science prac exam today,

chem was difficult la,

testing for gas is much more harder than us passing out gas la...

in the end,i wrote sulphur dioxide

but i really hope i can pass

cause i studied like mad.
Did lots of science,

lots of equations,

and i realise one thing,

I LOVE SCIENCE ALOT,

got back all our ca3 marks,

i'm glad i improved,

i'm not trying to brag here,

but i cannot believe i got A2 for literature,

is this the power of love?

Maybe,most likely..

So it was our english prelims on monday,

and the compo topics were so interesting

thought love at first sight would be good,

but this interpretion was too simple

so i did about my regret in missing out a great opportunity,

talked about how i was nominated as a prefect,

and how i regretted now rejecting that opportunity.

Well, in life, we will always have regrets over things we did,

but the worst thing is to have regrets over things you never did

well, i realise time flies

it has really flies

it has a been a whole 10 years here in PL

well, i will miss the school,

miss the class,

miss everything

oh well,

prelims are coming

and i'm trying my best to pass all subjects

i believe i cn

i feel so...........round

time to exercise...

anyway,we took lots of class pictures

shall post it up here

made it myself..

5A2,CHEERS!!!

As we go on,we remember all the times we had together,as our lives change,come what ever,we will still be friends forever=)

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Friday, August 24, 2007

10:24 PM

Only Hope

Ok..i just finish spending time with baby,
he gave me a full chinese paper,
he's such a cute boy la..
simply adore him
especially when he starts copying maths questions down for me,
though some people might say that its stupid
but to me,
this is call love,
i'm sure his hands hurt after writting,
i love it when he keeps reminding me to do my homework
like a father reminding his daughter..
well, one thing i've learnt
and that is to treasure the people around you
and to stop thinking what they do for you is shit
but ask yourself,
have you ever done anything for that person?
I've decided to write like this from now,
easier to read..
don't you think so?
Recently, i did my english o level oral
and i think i just screwed it up
but i believe i did my best
i also went to watch "the secret" with mojo
Jay Zhou is just so talented
you guys should watch it
how i wish,
i could travel in time too..
oh ya..
so i got back all my ca marks
and guess what?
I think i improved tremodously
so proud of myself
i shall do better...
guess what?
so i went to amk hub
and i saw Zhengrong,Jolene and Dora
Dora's stomach is so big,
yay,she's giving birth in december!!!
Everyone seems the same..
been bringing my camera to school
gotta take some pics before the year ends!!

The art of losing myself is scary, it leaves me with no purpose but now i'm changed by your love=)

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Monday, August 20, 2007

8:45 PM

Time Flies....

Nothing Lasts Forever, Though We Want It To....

In The Years To Come,

Will You Think About These Moments That We Shared,

In The Years To Come,

Are You Gonna Think It Over,

And How We Lived Each Day With No Regrets,

Nothing Lasts Forever,

Though We Want It To,

The Road Ahead,

Holds Different Dreams,

For Me And You,

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts In Your Heart,

Is The Only Way For Destiny,

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts,

Is The Only Way Now For You And Me,

Oh It's The Hardest Thing To Say,

I Miss Your Love In Every Way,

So Say Goodbye,

But Don't You Cry,

Because True Love Never Dies.

In A Year From Now,

Maybe There'll Be Things We Wish We'd Never Said,

Maybe In A Year From Now,

Maybe We'll See Each other,

Standing On The Same Street Corner,

No Regrets,

Each And Every Ending's Always Written In The Stars,

If Only I Could Stop The World,

I'd Make This Last,

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts In Your Heart,

Is The Only Way For Destiny,

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts,

Is The Only Way Now For You And Me,

Oh It's The Hardest Thing To Say,

I Miss Your Love In Every Way,

So Say Goodbye,

But Don't You Cry,

Because True Love Never Dies.

And When You Need My Arms To Run In To,

I'll Comfort You,

Nothing Will Ever Change The Way I Feel,

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts In Your Heart,

Is The Only Way For Destiny,

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts,

Is The Only Way Now For You And Me,

Oh It's The Hardest Thing To Say,

I Miss Your Love In Every Day,

So Say Goodbye,

But Don't You Cry,

Because A True Love Never Dies.

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

9:44 PM

I'm Everything I Am Because You Love Me

I'm studying my QA now,
so please don't say i'm slacking,
had tuition early in the morning today,
we did QA,
i felt like i was the poorest student in class,
oh well,the truth is i am,
haha...
attending Nana's wedding today
Met up with Yin Wen,
when we reach there, we were like idiots,standing arounding
as it was our first time attending a Malay wedding,
Nana was so beautiful,
can someone quickly get married soon,
i'm dying to attend a wedding,
why isnt anyone getting married??
Marriage is good lor!!!
Oh god,what's happening to me??
ya,its good..
being able to share your the life with the one you really love is good,
So congrats Nana,
faster get kids ok??
so today,rest of the giordanians came
had a chat with them,
surprisingly, frankie foo was there...
how i realise there have been so much changes
Giordano has so much hot news la...
Is me being with him considered?
its like the whole world knows
and they asked me where he was
and of cause i said"studying"
Anyway,after that,i went to church
and guess what??
I SAW MY PREVIOUS CRUSH!!
JONATHAN CHEW
HE WAS WITH SOME UGLY GIRL
THAT LOOKED YOUNGER THAN HIM
HE'S TURNED TO A BAD BOY
I THOUGHT HE VERY GUAI ONE
HENG AH!!
HAHA..
I miss my darling,
i can't wait to show him what i bought
but for now,its a secret=)
jia you jia you...
people, we can do it!!

sometimes goodbye always hurt,though its the hardest thing to say,but i will miss your love in every way,cause true love never dies

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

10:19 AM

A Sense Of Nostalgia

The clock is ticking...
And reality is here face to face with me..
that o levels are here
and 2 months are what i've left
be it to spend time with you guys,
or be it a battle with the textbooks..
the stress level??
Is now higher thanks to him,
and i guess my tuition teacher has also given up on me,
but this also shows he cares,
he's been digging out his secondary school worksheets and books,
for one reason i know
and that is he wants me to do well,
and i only thank him by not doing his work seriously..
this post is gonna be a emo one,
cause my best friend is here if you know what i mean..
well, i didnt do well in chinese o levels,
scored an c6 with a capital M..
well, the fear of us being separated in 2 months time scares me more..
yesterday,he gave me a compo to do..
Its called "describe a place that has special significance for you"
Funny thing was,i wrote about the school..
Yes, working is fun,
but i realise schooling might be more real
perhaps a bit of hypocrispy here and there,
but its the time where
be it bitter,sweet or sour
our friends will be there with us,
shit,i'm sounding damn emo,
but i'm not caring about the world is gonna think
this week is the common test period,
to tell you the truth,
i have been studying real hard for it,
hope the results will show,
been feeling abit serious these few days,
sorry if i had offended some people
a big "sorry" is all i have to say
been feeling a bit upset too
over something that been weighing on my mind
well, time has really fly!!!
who knows,who knows...
next we will be dealed with the o level real paper
and in a blink of an eye
collecting our results
its scary
yes it is
cause i realised i'm a changed woman
God, thank you for being there for me now
Darling,thanks for all the effort you put in
People,thanks for knowing that i am Cassandra Dias..

And world"Time really waits for no man!"

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

10:48 PM

History Maker

And so i have been feeling holy these few days...i heven been able to live a day without listening to christian songs..haha, i've changed and i know i have. It could be a turning point for me perhaps..Well,so what have i been up to?? Went for FOP recently,it was good...Don Moen and Delirious were good..and so i believe God will make a way and i believe i'm a very good example...To the non-christians out there, i know sometimes its hard believing in something that you don't see or maybe you feel don't even exist at all but i pray that you let God take control of you and experience his love..The very fact that he died on the cross for us already shows how much he loves us and right to this stage, i believe he really loves me..I wish to be a history maker..haha, its funny but i feel i have grown up!! Sandra has finally grown up,yay!!! So NDP in school was fun..how i realised 5 years has pass so quickly,its like this will be our last time celebrating in school together..we were all so obessed with the ndp tattoos especially Sharm,she put them all over her face,haha..but it was fun,real fun!!!

And so yesterday, met up with baby,have not seen him for like 12 days,wow,thats like a long time for me la...we went to white tangerine to eat lunch and of cause to STUDY!!!he's such a sweet boy..of cause,when we reach there,he took out all his past o level assement books and keep telling me to do, but of cause i was like"argh, ok ok..." so after eating, we rest awhile and then he time me 1hr 20mins for a full english comprehension paper and of cause i didnt take it seriously...but what took to my surprise was that,instead of studying,he took out the maths assesment book and prepared writting down questions for me...as he was seriously doing that,i was admiring him," i was like, god,where else can i find such a good boy like him?" its like he could have studied using the 1hr 20minutes but instead he spot questions for me to do..he's a After that,we played reversi,and some other games...i really love his company,its not about romance but i reaslise its about sacrifices..I love you darling!! thanks for giving me such big encouragement=) After that, we left and walk walk in HLM and i was like,shit,this place is damn boring and he was like,better than northpoint ah!! And then we had thai express,we were discussing why it was called thai express and we both agreed that they had good service..and so service reminds me of Giordano!!haha..in my heart,giordano will be the best!! oh,guess what? Nana is getting married next week la,so fast!! cannot wait to see her..

Oh ya,guess i will be going out with mummy today..miss spending time with certain people but sometimes we just cannot fork out the time..and i will never understand that point!!! Till then...I shall update soon again=)

Heaven's what i feel when i'm with you...

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Saturday, August 04, 2007

1:45 PM

Before Its Too Late

I wander through fiction
To look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes
Hold on before it’s too late Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would say:
A life you don’t live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real ‘til it’s gone
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
So live like you mean it
And love ‘til you feel it
It’s all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real ‘til it’s gone
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
It’s all that we need in our lives I
t’s all that I need in my life

Well,this song is beautiful. Just wanna say we should believe in ourselves and be who we are. So would you stand on the edge with me? hold back your fears and see nothing is real till its gone..Well said!! i almost experienced having that fear of losing something so dear to me yesterday..well people, one thing i have never learnt in my whole entire life is not knowing what i have till its gone..That fear was so scary but i believe in myself..i feel if i really love that something or somebody,i should not give it up..And i promise i would not..I'm gonna use that one last chance to prove to myself that i can live life the way i want to and not give anything up.Yes,i'm emo now,i really am but...I pray that i would not have to experience the same thing again.

Darling,I MISS YOU.. I hope you will know how much i need you..I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT..

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

2:19 PM

Nothing Is Real Till Its Gone

I feel like crap now,
i didnt go to school today,
like what i chatted with Huiling yesterday,
we both feel the same,
don't know why,
even Hill also said that i became quieter,
even Baby mentions it too..
But to tell you the truth,
i'm in an irritatable mood
everytime,people talk to me,
i just feel like asking them to shut up or get lost
Hais...don't know...
had a great time chatting with Huiling yesterday,
Miss her company
thanks for giving me all the support i need
Didnt expected us to be so close
still remember us fighting all the time in the past..
Hais..i feel so.................
Demotivated,dejected,worst of all"DEPRESSED"
someone,save me!!!
God,please save me!!

Baby, i miss you...