And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Thursday, December 27, 2007

2:03 AM

Merry X'mas Folks.......

Brother and his "gf"

So let the picture tell the story

Firstly,

I would like to wish you guys a very MERRY X'MAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Thanks for the great friendship and company for the past?? 10 years??

Another year has pass and a new one is about to arrive

As we go our separate ways,

I wish everyone the best

And so i can say this x'mas is truely different and specical

cause firstly,

I have a good boyfriend to add on to my happiness

Secondly,

A wild and fun family to party with

And not forgetting the great food god has blessed us with,

The christmas carollings

And most importantly,

Jesus, the season to be joyful

You know what,

my brother has finally fallen in love

He even showed me his love bite yesterday

What a horny little boy

I need love sex money man

Just joking

I would be going to popo house later to play mahjong

Cannot wait man!!!

Will be meeting up with darling tomorrow

Hopefully we will do something fun

And i didnt go to bangkok today due to some personal problems

Please don't ask me what

Thats all for the update

Hope to see you guys real soon

And remember to count down ya??

Cause when i see your bubbly face,I get the tingglies in the silliest place.....

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

10:13 AM

Clumsy Cause I'm Falling In Love.......

Yay,
I'm finally back into this space
How i miss it so much
Today's my brother's birthday
He's finally like 15??
How much he has grown made me realise how time has fly
I'm sure gonna boogie later with alcohol
So darling came over to my house yesterday
It was meant to be our own little advanced christmas party
We sure enjoyed ourselves
Cause we did something different
But not sex for sure
We baked cookies together, watched tv, cooked our own maggie noodles and ate together
People might think its unromantic
But i think sometimes cuddling each other to watch tv is one of the thing i enjoy most
Shopping and movies are what i call boring and unoriginal
And so my family purposely disappear for him to come
But suddenly,
when we were in the room
my dad knocked on the door
And i got a shock
He says i look more like my dad
What do you think?
haha
He's so cute
He wore the bossini m&m shirt
He does not look like uncle to me la....
I feel he look like small boy
But different people thinks different
OK
enough about him
Thur,jessie came over
And we cooked a big feast man
salmon,tawkay,yong tao foo soup, egg,hotdog and pork
we sure enjoyed ourselves
Might be going to bangkok on 27th
But i'll definitely be back for family's countdown on new year eve
I can't wait for christmas man!!
More alcohol please
I just wanna get drunk and do stupid stuff
I'm becoming naughty
And you know what,
I enjoy being naughty
Everyone has been such a darling
And i'm glad things have been great till now
I love the Dias
I love my supportive friends
I love my super duper good geeky boyfriend
I love God
Lastly,
I love the life that i'm living right now

You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumblin,clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love....
Can't breath, when you touch my sleeve ,butterflies so crazy, mmm mmm....
So in love with you

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

11:51 AM

No One

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure that it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry cause everything’s gonna be all right
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright

No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
There’s a no for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry cause everything’s gonna be all right
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try, try to divide something so real
So till the end of time I’m telling you there is no one
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for

No one but you darling...no one can get in the way of what i feel for you..

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Monday, December 17, 2007

5:09 PM

Awfully Fat.....

And so i'm glad to announce that i'm "pregnant"
Pregnant as in not because i had sex
But i have a big tummy
And i have no choice but to wear pregnant woman clothes
Can you see how fat i'm becoming?
By the way
My seamonkeys finally hatched
And they are so cute la......
Ok,
so darling and i went to visit mojo on friday
That place is horrible
No nets machine
In the end,
i had to borrow money from dear mojo just to makan cause darling only has 2 bucks with him and there was no machine he could draw money from
And so we walk walk and walk
And in the end played uno in the foodcourt
He bought me a minnie mouse keypouch
And he told me that was the reason why he was only left with 2 bucks
What a sweet boy ah?
I think he looks so cute with his new glasses
Geeky i like
Will be playing mahjong with mojo and michelle tmr
And i will be having uncle rick's chalet at night
Cannot wait
Went to tampiness mall to mummy and daddy
Daddy bought a new phone la...
got money also don't know how to save
Gone case sia they
And guess what
I finally bought my leggings
I'm oh so bloated
I feel so fat
But no use complaining huh?
Anyway,
I wanna go enjoy life now
Good night world!!!

I know some people search the world to find something like what we have,
I know people will try, try to divide something so real, so till the end of time I’m telling you there is no one, no one, no one that can get in the way of what I’m feeling .....

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

1:57 PM

Sandra's Horrible.....

And so i can official say that i have bought all my x'mas presents

And Rozand,

I can't believe i spent 100 ytd when i went out with you

I bought everlast shoes,sunglasses,seamonkeys, and a present for him

And so i think my sea monkeys are cute

She called me an impulsive shopper

And until now i don't dare tell darling about this bad news

I'm sure he's gonna hit the roof if he finds out

I just cannot believe that i cannot save any money

I'm so gonna try today

And so yesterday, we went far east,heeren and then to forum

I kept mixing forum with funan

And i don't believe i don't even know cityhall can be red or green line

I don't even know how the hell to get to suntec

I'm just street stupid

And so mojo's got a new job in the kallang leisure mall selling snowballs

Darling and i gonna visit her tomorrow

Poor her has no company

And so i went out with my huiling on tuesday

I wanted to try subway and so she accompanied me to j8

We went shopping again

And it was quite an enjoyable one

Still remembered the days we always bickered

All these seemed like it was only yesterday

Hais..

X'mas is coming soon

I can't wait man

Hohoho

Mummy says we are going langkawi

and i'm so excited about it

Its been million years since we last went overseas

Talked to darling yesterday

Surprisingly he called me super duper early la

He called around 10.15pm and i was shocked

I was like"why you call so early"

And he was like"isn't it good?"

Cause he usually calls me at 12pm

We chatted and worst still played uno on msn together while on the phone

And then we played mahjong with each other on yahoo

It was real fun

You guys should try it

It really kills time

And can meet new friends too

He's so cute la

Hopefully my family and him will like what i give them

Oh well

The whole world's working now including mojo

And so i have no company

But i'm happy for them

I'm so so excited for everything

Life's simply great

Cassandra Dias,

You have just been waiting for this moment where everything seems so right,

Arent you?

And so maybe emo kid isnt my middle name, happy kid is what you should call me......

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Monday, December 10, 2007

10:46 AM

My Happily Ever After...

Storybook endings,
fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside
we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught,
it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever afterI
f we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Starting your fashion,
wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)
Oh, for ever ever after

10:05 AM

Ever Ever After.......

And so i'm back after million years
How i miss this space
haha
I'm back well fed and fat
So what's up recently?
I officially have a new cupboard
Its bigger and nicer
But i miss the old mirror
The old one makes me look slimer
haha
I'm happy
Have been shopping for x'mas recently
Bought mostly already
And so for our 6th month
we spent 3/4 day in an optical shop cause he wanted a new glasses
So i helped him choose an emo one
and he wanted to get contacts
But he spent 4 hours putting them on cause the lady in the shop wants him to learn
I was like getting impatient la
So i bought myself a perky brown contact
And put on with him
Surprising, i managed to put on after my 1st try
But i hate taking it out
He said he prefer taking it out
I think i'm ab-normal
And then i was complaining to him "is this how you gonna celebrate our 6th month?"
And he was like saying" isnt it romantic spending it in an optical shop?"
And i was like" no way..."
And so i was telling him i wanted to watch movie
He was like no..so late already
But after leaving the shop
He said "we shall go to the cinema and see what show there is"
He asked me what show i wanted
And i said "hitman"
He was like "okay, we go watch hitman then"
I was like you sure?
And so obviously we watched it
The male lead character is damn hot la
The whole movie i was telling him that
And there's abit of porn la
Cause of the female lead actress walking around topless
But overall,
Darling and i didnt understand the movie
We just wanted to enjoy each other's company
Talking about movie
Mojo and i watched enchanted
And all i can say was i totally melted in this show
Happily ever after?
Fairytales?
I do wanna have an happily ever after
And as for my true love kiss?
I can gladly say we are not living in fairyland
But my life now i must say is a fairytale
I have such wonderful family,friends and even boyfriend
I may not have much money but i have everything i need
I have the lifestyle i need
I may be fat but at least i'm not ugly
And after watching this show
My impression of love has changed
I mean i didnt believe in love until i met him
But now i really think life is love when you meet your prince
Mine may not be the man of my dreams
But he's someone i'm sure i never expected to have
At least,
I know i have someone to love
There are just so many signs telling me we are meant to be
And so you can see maybe i'm in fairytale
I dont mind spending a lifetime waiting for my true love
Oh no
I don't know what i'm saying
I just wanna spend my happy after with him
Aww....
I think i'm hopelessly in love
But the show's real sweet la...
Meeting mojo later
She's coming over to help me wrap my presents
And we are having lunch together
Can't wait
And you know what
I think my brother's real cool and talented la
How i wish i could play the bass the way he do
He's cool la
I cannot wait for x'mas man
Its my favourite season
I kinda miss my dear friends
And so we shouldnt take our love ones for granted
I'm happy with my life now man
Though i dont know whether there's a happy after
But all i can say is i'm happy in my fairyland now

So to spend a life of endless bliss, just to find who you love through true love's kiss
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true, deep down inside we want to believe they still do