And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Thursday, March 20, 2008

11:09 AM

Cause the best things happen when you least expect.....

Back guys...
Its like finally ever after
So work has been alrite
Just for that time when i felt so fucked up
But shall not talk about it
So darling and i went for mickey on ice last sunday
It was so good
It was so sweet and cute
My favourite was lilo and stitch and the lion king
And donald duck's backside and mouth were so cute
this was mentioned by darling
I felt so embarrassed in the beginning cause every adult were with kids
But darling said it was no big deal
So darling and i just went in and enjoyed it
I love darling and only darling so much
Cause he will be the only guy who will watch disney on ice with his girlfriend
Mummy says its hard nowadays to find boys who will watch such things already
So i love you darling!!!
And after that
We went to oasis for taiwan porridge
And then we walk around s'pore river
And then decided to go home
We got lost again
Somehow i always end up getting lost with him
We were suppose to like get a cab out of the stadium
But who knows...
We walked upon kallang leisure mall
And we both decided to go jalan jalan
I also went to visit mojo
After that..
We finally took a cab out to the mrt station
And i'm glad i lost 2kg
So fildelo training these 2 days were okay
Just still don't understand the check out part
But i will try my best la...
And i cannot believe Carol is 27 and she already has 4 kids...
And Amirah has 2 kids at the age of 24 cause she married at 19..
I was like so shocked on why people do get married early
So i told darling about this yesterday when we had dinner
And dinner said its normal
And that we should do that too
And i was like" so early!!"
And then he was telling me theories of how nice it is to have kids..
And how nice it is to have someone calling you "mummy"
And then i told him"wow, i can see how much you want to be a daddy so soon"
And he was like" I will be a good father"
And then i was like" alrite..........."
Guys what do you think?
23 is too young right??
haha....
but i've really been very very very tired man
Today's my off day
And i cannot be bothered to go out=)
Take care folks...

When you dream, there's a chance you will find a little laughter and a happy ever after.............

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Thursday, March 13, 2008

10:33 PM

We are on this merry-go round........

Evening people..
My legs are hurting badly
I seriously need a leg massage after standing for like 7 hours?
Today was first day at reception
And i don't think i can handle
Kartini is a pretty supervisor
But i kinda of pity her cause she has to teach a forgetful person like me
But i already learnt how to check in
And i think that's a good start
The guests are pretty nice and understanding at the moment
I kinda like making the key
Its so high tech
So orientation yesterday was fun
Had free buffet at the hotel
Had raw salmon, mussels, laksa and the dessert was bravo
The china woman and the philophinos were friendly
I prefer mixing with people like them
Mummy says i have inferior complexity
I totally agree with her
Kinda feel like giving up already
But darling says i mustn
He says he believe i can do it
Thats what i lve about him
He never fails to make me feel better about myself
Like though sometimes he say i am fat
But he never also fail to say i look beautiful in his eyes
So i guess i gotta buck up ya?
I'm gonna take up malay language
The whole world seem to be speaking that
And as a eurasian,
I think its part of the language
Shall ask daddy to teach me man
So at least i know whether people is gossiping about me
Darling and i are gonna watch disney on ice on sunday
I'm so excited
Tomorrow's morning shift again
The thought of the 7am-3pm morning shift makes me feel so refreshed
I miss being a slacker
oh well,
I think i've come to the stage where i matured
I had enough of playing
All i wanna do is act like a real woman
Ok...
And i love having small talks with mummy
And my air con is still down
So gotta sleep with mummy tonight again
Good night folks...
Take care!!

Cause maybe there's another plan, one i still cannot see...
A little surprise like your love in my life,
Its funny how time changes how we see........

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

10:52 PM

I love you for sentimental reasons......

I'm finally back people
I have been so busy these past few days..
Cause i have started work at the hotel
I love the attachments to the different departments
Went to the telephone department, then to concerige, airport representative, royal club and room reservation....
My favourite were royal club and concerige
I guess this is a good start for me now
Tomorrow will be orientation
And i heard there will be free meal at the feast@ eat restaurant
Oh,...
And amy brought me to see the different types of rooms today
My favourite of course is the executive suite
Darling and i will be booking one room when i have an off day
But it will be twin beds not king size bed
He said its to enjoy a little short holiday of ours
Cause i only need to pay 30-40 bucks to book a room
Its much cheaper than the normal rate by 200 bucks la.....
Thats the perks of working in the hotel
And i guess i'm loving what i do now
Better than entering a poly with a course i have no interest at all
This post is gonna be a long one
So darling and i caught leap years on the 2 march
Its such a sweet yet bitter love story
And i cried again
I mean if the love is worth it,
I seriously don't mind waiting a lifetime for it
But i'm glad that they got together in the end
Like what i say
"if its meant to be, then its meant to be"
"there's no running away from it"
And since i was busy working,
Darling and i totally forgot our 9th month annversary
But when i met him for dinner today
He gave me a little bear keychain that has the words" i love you" on it
He's such a sweet boy,
isn't he
And one more thing,
I dyed my hair back to black because of the damn job
But i kinda like it
The bangs with the jet black hair
What do you get?
A emo girl!!
But i'm not emo anymore=)
Currently listening to corrinne may songs
I think the lyrics are very meaningful
And i'm sad that my brown slippers broke in the middle of the road
I was so upset la...
But no choice=(
So i'm currently happy with my life now=)
I finally understand the meaning of" a person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it" now...
This is so true la...
got to go folks
Hope you guys are enjoying life now!!!
Hope to meet up with any of you soon...
Take care,
Misses....

There are a thousand reasons why i should give up, but i'm stuborn in the things i believe........