And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Friday, August 29, 2008

9:47 AM

Butterfly......

I have been tired recently...
I guess its due to night shifts
And yesterday after night shift,
I went to cold storage with viven to buy the ingredients for the food i'm cooking for darling
He came yesterday
And i cooked him fried rice, yong tao fu soup and seaweed chicken
I really love the impression on his face when he eats my food
He didnt believe me when i told him i mircowave the seaweed chicken
Cause it tasted like its fried
And i told him its unhealthy to fry
I love baby
Cause i was complaining about the standard of my cooking
But he just kept telling me"its nice, its nice"
He really made me smile in that instant
And i also love in for that instant that he helped me clear the table after eating
We washed together
This time i put soap, and he put water
I really enjoyed that thoughtfulness of him
And after that,
We rushed back to the room
And the funny thing was we dreamt of each other
And we were telling each other about the dreams we had
I guess we missed each other too much
And then we fell asleep in each others arms
I guess we were just too tired
And i guess its time to change mattress
Its giving me bad aches
And talking about bad aches,
We gave each other body massage
And guess what?
We are going to Avril's concert next week with brother and his friend
I cannot wait man!!
I cannot wait to see her
secondly, trial stay was good
The buffet was good
And roxybar was nice
The room were also comfortable
I really enjoyed with Alice
Recently, i've been doing a lot of thinking
My parents has sold the house
Actually, i hate to sell it
Cause i know thats the only thing that keeps the family together
But i guess what's meant to be is meant to be
I will miss everything
Just as much as i miss secondary school
I'm a very simple person
We don't need to go somewhere far or do something drastic,
We can just have a simple meal together or chit-chat
I know time is the factor
And i know its my fault
This job is really the issue
But i will try my best to spend time with the people i need to
This job may be killing my energy,making me look like a zombie
But i love its jobscope
And maybe i'm slowly falling for it
And i feel so depressed everytime i think of how selfish i am
But i don't know what to say...
The person i feel the most sorry to is God
Cause i've missed mass for more than 2 months
And i know there's trial going on right now
I know its a test from God
He wants me to return to church
I know it
I can feel it
He gave me dreams time and time
Dreams of him
Dreams of churches
Thats where i dreamt of darling and i in the church
He wanted to stay on to listen to the choir and i wanted to leave hastily
And i feel like a sinner
But God, i pray that you will forgive me
Oh no, i don't know what i'm saying anymore
Anyways,
I'm going to meet the girlfriends later
Cannot wait to see them
Chaoz

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise

[Chorus:]Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
ButterflyI have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courageT
o be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

[Chorus]I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadilyI can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly[Chorus]
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I love this song and i find it very meaning ful...

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

3:13 PM

I Wanna Squeeze You Every Night..

Welcome back

And so darling and i had another great night together

Just love being in his arms and watching tv together

Love his company

Love you man!!

And i wanna change my blogskin

I've choosen a new one

And this Huiling is supposed to help me to change

But don't know what happened

And yesterday was Xiu Wen & Stephanie's b'dae

Time flies man!!

It really does

I still remembering blowing candles on their cakes last year during an exam

But i still wanna wish you guys all the best

And i'm glad i met yunting that day at the bustop

Juz missing spending time with the girlfriends

I guess you won't realise it until they are gone

Oh well

I guess that's how contradicting life is

And work has been alright

Night shift with Felisia has always been good

And i still cannot wait for next month

I cannot wait for my holiday with Darling to Bintan

Hope it will go well

And guess what?

I'll be having a trial stay with Alice

Didnt know there's such things

Guess thats one of the benefit of working in a hotel

I cannot wait to act like a guest and be treated like one

Haha

So hopefully everyone is chionging for their exams now,

Cause i know my babyboy is

He stayed awake till 4am ytd just to study

Now i know why i never pass any exams

Cause i cannot be bothered to burn midnight oil

Jia you !!

Promise me you will wait for me, cause i will be saving all my love for you.....

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

8:21 PM

Tasting Every Part Of Life............

Yay...

I'm back baby

Been too tired or busy to update

And let me warn you first

This post is gonna be draggy and laggy

First and formost,

Malacca trip was splendid with the Dias

Did lots of shopping,sightseeing

And went for a drink And aunty christine got mabok

And it was beautiful but cannot be compared to S'pore

S'pore much more cleaner

The pool was so fun

And i had jaguzzi down there

The next trip that i'm waiting for is my bintan trip with my baby boy

Its coming in one month's time

I cannot wait baby

This is the first time travelling just the 2 of us without my parents

Hopefully,

I can do it

And work has been slow

And that's good

Lots of gossip here and there

And we've got a new senior duty manager called Elizabeth Chia

But work has been alrite

Had steamboat recently with alice and sy jye

It has been so much fun

And has mos burger with Nafisah today

It was also good

And i'll be meeting sweetheart tmr

How i miss him man!!

It was our 1st trip going to the travel agent together

And he was so sua ku

He was like"can we buy insurance?"

"Is the boat safe?"

And many other questions he asked

In the end,

We booked for a 4 days, 3 nights in a sea facing deluxe room

I exceeded my budget man

And he did too obviously

Buti guess its alright since its our first holiday

It feels like a honeymoon

Haha

and hopefully everything will go well smoothly

and i don't know what else to say

I guessed i moved on faster than i imagined

I feel guilty not contacting my ex-classmates

I miss gathering with them

Oh well,

I guess life has to move on

Anyway,

I wanna wish everyone good luck in the oncoming exams

Jia you!!

I hope everyone is doing fine

Miss ya guys

If i never see your face again, I don't like.......