And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Monday, April 28, 2008

11:50 AM

One Sweet Day........

And i finally bought my camera,
I went way out of budget cause of daddy
In the end,
Spending $550 for it
But i told myself its a good investment
my life is gonna change from now on because of it
And work is good at the moment
I guess everything isnt all that bad that i thought it was
Colleagues are all nice at the moment as well
I'm so gonna continue capturing more of my life moment
And i swear,
Everything is gonna change from today
No more pessism
I'm sick btw,
But i wanna go to work
I may be poorer now for this month
But next month is another month
I miss Darling and everyone
Hope you guys are taking good care of yourselves
Good day people!!!
Cassandra Dias signing off,

I know you are shining down on me from heaven
one sweet day, i pray i will be with you in heaven......

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

10:05 PM

Anything But You.....

I don't know why,
But i don't seem to know how to start for my entries
But work was good today
Except that i kana fucked left and right by Siti
And then she pretended to pally pally with me
C'mon la...
Who do you think you are?
But Kelvin the new duty manager was nice to comfort me
I just don't see why he would rather come to this hotel than stay in Pan Pacific Hotel
But he's nice=)
And Zul the good looking bellboy is quiting
How saddening!!
I guess there's isnt any prospects...
But i'm not gonna dishearten,
I'm going to buck up even more,
I'm going to prove to them that i can be capable as well
But seriously la..
The management there sucks la
Anyway,
enough about that
And so day out with Mojo was good
We had a great time
She's still the same old mojo
At least,she's not so hypocritical like some
And so i cannot wait for tmr
Cause darling coming over
He's so nice to come all the way from Dover to Lor Ah Soo
He wants my char kway tiao again!!!
Tired as i may be after rushing home just to see him,
I will still cook for him
Afterall,
A way to get to a man's heart is thru his stomach
I totally agree with this
And i'm glad everyone is enjoying poly life
But i do hope to meet up with any of you
Its been 6 months since we have gone our own way,
Time flies..
And we all have our own paths,
But nevertheless,
Secondary school is still the best, i must admit
I miss so much of those days....
Oh well,
At least,
Up to now,
I know i'm happy for once,
Finally..
I hope to see myself smiling more=)
I'm sure i will...
Hope you are happy too..

If you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling,
i would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you....

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

12:27 PM

And Its Telling Me It Might Be You..........

Afternoon people...
I'm finally off again
I can't believe i'm still in a love mood
Been listening to sentimental hits again
I was so glad to wake up with a missed call and message from darling this morning
I love missed calls from him
But i don't seem to give him missed calls...
Anyway,
I miss him so badly=)
Today is only tuesday,
But i feel as though its monday only
Will be going out with my darling mojo later for dinner
I miss her too so badly
I wonder whether she has changed..
Haha..
Life is just so funny
When the person is there, you don't miss the person,
Only when the person is gone, then you start to miss the person
What an irony life is!!
Work was good yesterday
Little paperwork, no problem with cashfloat and Kar was fine
Hope it will be the same for the rest of the week
Payday is in 6 days time.
I simply cannot wait cause its the full amount this time
I really cannot wait to buy the camera
But i can sense the heartache if i were to buy
But i need it badly
I wanna take more pics casue my camera now is spoilt
I told darling about how much i wanna take videos of us like from the time we are together, till we are married with our 1st kid and go on and on..
I believe it would be interesting to see how much we have grown years later
I mean this will only happen if he's the one i marries
Haha..
What a dreamer i am man!!
I always had dreams..
Not in a amibitious way but in a lovely way of my own life
I'm feeling sleepy now man
I guess i wanna take a nap now
Chaos people!!
Let's meet up soon ok?
Love you guys
And take lots of care ok?
Have fun too=)

I wish time could be replayed, i'll keep you here with me everyday........

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

9:27 PM

We'll Make Love All Night Long......

And so yesterday was a great night with darling,
Its just so nice having him by my side after a hard day's work=)
I have been so tired...
Sleeping in the bus and taxi seems to be a habit now
Its just so uncontrollable
And so work has been alrite
I am now holding float
And i hate that
The stress level increases as well
I have so much just so much to learn man
But working with sy jye and carol just makes my day easier
Sy Jye's my new boy-girlfriend
Darling's gonna kill me if he sees this
Cause i've been talking about him alot
He's like a girl to me la...
And so we were gossiping today
And Carol is still so pervertic
She's always telling dirty jokes
But this is what makes it fun
I'm sleepy man
Finally,
Tmr is afternoon shift,
I get to sleep more,
muhahaha
I'm getting cranky
So met up with Hilda on tuesday
Guess everyone's in good shoes ya?
Time really flies like hell man!!!
I just wanna wait for 1 year to pass me by so i can do my diploma
I'm scared
Scared of everything
But i'm gonna try
I had enough of giving up at every slightest moment of my life
I'm tired of being Sandra
I just wanna be Cassandra Dias
I'm not being emo
But i realise there's so much to live for
I'm contented with my life now
I have a great family who supports me,
A loving boyfriend who spoils me like hell,
And at least one good friend that i can count on=)
God has been great to me...
And i wanna sleep now
Goodnight world!!!

I promise you, the answer will come,
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Cause maybe there's another plan, one i cannot see

This is one true verse that i believe in...

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Monday, April 14, 2008

6:50 PM

I Think We Have Been Here Before...........

Evening guys..
I'm back again...
Its april the 14th,
And i wonder how is everyone doing in poly
And i wonder how's darling doing also in school especially after 2 months of attachment...
He will be coming over again on wed
Cause he says he wanna eat my kway tiao..
I cannot wait for wed but there's something i must admit
The thought of me having to go work makes me fucked up
I just don't understand
I can talk to the cleaners, waitresses, telephone operator, bellboys or maids..
But i just cannot talk to the front desk people
This is such a shame la...
I remember enjoying myself so much in Giordano when i used to work
But the people now really sucks
I don't find myself hard to get along
I seriously think the people there has an attitude problem
All they know is to scold the new people but they never teach them
And they are so sarcastic
I don't know how long i can hold out in that kind of working environment
Jessica, Diana all totally agree with me
Hais...
I'm beginning to hate my life
But whenever i think of darling,
I feel much comforted
I miss school life
I mean maybe i've been too naive
Expecting life to be a bed of roses,
Expecting the whole world to be nice to me
But why can't humans be more kinder to each other
Well...
I don't wanna continue already
So last friday,
Mummy,her colleagues and I went to chevy 57
Joined them after work
Chilled there till 1am
I love the music there
Will be going back there again alone if i feel like
I hope everyone is loving poly life
I know how much all of us hate having to start everything anew again
Especially when we have been so used to each other for like 5 years?
Hais....
This is an unlucky year for me
My slipper broke the second time when i was out with Huiling
And i took the wrong bus to work
I just don't understand what i am thinking sometimes
I knew i had to take 113,
But i walked to the 53 bus instead
And i sat inside for 5 mins until i realised that its the wrong bus
How stupid can i get?
I feel so dumb dumb dumb...
Oh well..
I'm just glad that i'm off today
No bitchy supervisiors, no indian guests, no fucked up feeling
Darling darling,
Please give me a tight hug when you come on wed=)
I miss you girlfriends...
Hope you guys are having the time of your lives..
Guess i gonna stop here
Take care alrite??
Chaos.............

Could taste your sweet kisses,Your arms open wide
This fever for you is just burning me up inside

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Monday, April 07, 2008

9:30 PM

I Drove All Night Just To Get To You

I'm back blog,
I think i've disappear for quite a while
But i'm back now
Been working working and still working....
I realised the people there are just a little stucked up
I mean not all but some
They are just so impatient about many things...
But i am learning well
I'm also sorta of having a great time
Had a great night with darling on his b'dae at my house on 4th
Cooked eurasian kway tiao, soup and prawn fritters for him
I love the way he eats it..
And i love it when he say he wish to eat it again
so we will be spending the night at my house again....
Watching tv and having a simple dinner is we all need
And yesterday was our 10th month...
It has been a full 10 months and i cannot believe we still survived
and i'm loving him more and more each day
And yestersday was aunty christine's and uncle junior 25th wedding anniversary
We had dinner at paramount hotel
Food was good
And i think its god's blessing to be able to love each other even after so many years
I really hope to learn from them
Had lunch with Jessica today
Talked about work
Had KFC
She's a nice girl
And i've been so tired lately
Been sleeping in bus and even taxis...
Its kinda of embarrassing
But waking up at 7am is just madness...
Luckily daddy sent me today
But i tell myself,
I'm going to do this job well
I wanna make darling proud of me
And most importantly,
I wanna believe that i'm not stupid
I miss darling
I miss his hugs...
I'm looking forward to seeing him again
Oh ya...
And i met up with Huiling on don't no when for dinner
Went to white tangerine
And then we went bra-shopping
Life's good at the moment
Its tiring
But i believe,
someday, somehow,
All this hard work will be paid off...
I'm currently feeling contented with my life=)

Maybe,
Maybe its everything we have been dreaming of.....
Its gonna be love,its gonna be great, Its gonna be love,
Its gonna change everything i do...
I guess its gonna be love.....