And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

1:00 PM

Because tonight will be the night i will fall for you again......

And work has been hectic
I seriously seriously hate singaporeans
Ya ya papaya
So what you s'porean?
Think your money so big ah?
You are such a disgrace la...
And i'm such ashamed being a s'porean
Seriously la..
If you think your money is so big,
Find another hotel and fuck off somewhere la
Irritating assholes...
Ok
I'm nightshift with Felis today
Hopefully it will be alright
And i'm happy with my pay this month
Its a cool hot 1.3K
So mum and i are going malacca on thursday
Just can't understand why dad and bro doesnt want to come along
Why can't we have a proper family holiday?
I swear i won't want my family to be like this next time
And darling and i will be going to book the tickets next wk..
Yay
Cannot wait for our Bintan Trip..
Cannot wait to relax and spend some quality time together
And i will takes of pictures
Life has been too too serious
And i hate the way it is
And i bought 2 new dresses at 10 each
Its damn nice man
I love it
Anyway,
I'm feeling hungry
I wanna go makan already
All the best to those having exams!!
Jia you

A boy like you is impossible to find...

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

8:55 PM

Currently....

Currently, I just saw a lizard walk pass me
Currently, I just finish having dinner with mum and dad
Currently, I'm thinking of my baby boy
Currently, I just hope my malacca trip will work out
Currently, I saw Rachel In the lift just now
Currently, i'm on night shift with Miss Alice Chua
Currently, my mood is calm for once
Currently, i'm listening to rock on piano(a gift given by huiling)
Currently, i'm not emo but close from emo
Currently, i'm wondering why everything is CURRENTLY?

Cause i don't want to lead a life that everything fly me by,
I don't want any ting of regrets
I am just gonna do what i wanna do from today onwards
Cause currently, Life is too short

I JUST WANNA LIVE LIFE AND GO CRAZY.....

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

3:09 PM

LoveSick......

And work has been relaxing for once..
And i'm working night for the next few days with Mr Jack
And maybe with the handsome bellboy?
Haha
And talking about boy,
I miss my boy
We met for less than 3 hours last week only
Only he rushed home the moment he received call from his dad saying that he's sick
What a filial boy he is right?
And so he better treat me something good this week
We might be going travel agents hunting
So i wanna find a suitable rate and location for our trip
We are still stucked between our bintan lagoon resort or nirwana resort
But we both prefer nirwana..
I cannot wait to book
And time flies man
Guess what people?
Darshivini is back
I cannot believe we have been separated for 3 years man
Time flies
I cannot wait to see her on thursday
And recently,
I've got cravings for KFC
Don't know why man
So hopefully darling will treat me to kfc
And i wonder how is everyone?
I bet everyone is busy with projects
What a sucky thing right?
But jia you ya?
I really hope to meet up soon
You busy, i also busy
I guess life's like that
But working with Cindy definitely brighten up my day
Thank you girl,
For always making me feel better after a bad day of work
And hopefully everyone is feeling happy=)
Take care ya?
Muacks

Hold your breath cause tonight will be the night i will fall for you over and over again..

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

4:20 PM

I Miss My Super Duper Nerdy Boyfriend!!

And night shift was fun last night..
Love working with Nafisah
So many funny incidents took place
1st was the crazy rich rm 1742 indian man
He kept gaving 100o dallars for everything he ordered and even wanted to give 700 as tips
He invited many russian girls and some other woman
Bet he's there to have sex and fun
What to do?
He's rich what!!
Everyone was saying"why never give us the 7oo instead?"
Haha..
2nd was the air zimbawe man
It was 4am in the morning
And they couldnt sleep
They came down requesting for a rm thats far away from people
As he claimed he wanted to play loud music and make lots of fun
But there was no room for them to change
And so Iskander had to chase them away
They were like" we cannot sleep"
So funny!!
3rd was the china couple
The woman was so drunk that her boyfriend had to piggy back her
He asked for a room but had not enough deposit
He later then left the girlfriend at the lobby
And she felt asleep..
Me,Nafisah and Iskander went to wake her up
And later we told them that we couldnt not let them stay here as we didnt want unecessary trouble
It was so funny!!
All kinds of people man!!
And so i'm finally off today
Today's only tuesday
There's like so long to Saturday
I need to meet baby
I miss him like crap
I don't know what explains this
I just wanna see his smile=)
I miss you!!
And i won't be going out today
I shall stay at home
And catch up with some sleep
Life's been too hectic
I hate it..
Its like i have no time to breathe in
Don't you guys hate it too?
I think its going to be like that forever until we die
It happens in secondary school
And now its happening in polys, jc or those working life
Its pathetic
I think its stupid!!!
I will miss the house..
I mean all my school life memories are in there for christ's sake
But don't worry,
I will keep those memories in my heart
Darling, I miss you
And i suddenly miss mummy and daddy
And i miss having family life
I swear that if i ever have my own children,
I won't make them feel this way man
One word: PATHETIC
Well, I shan't use this as an execuse for myself to carry on living like this
Its my choice
Its my life
Only i know what i want=)
Most importantly,
I miss myself=)

Honestly, what will become of me?
I don't like reality, its way too clear for me...
We are what we don't see
Miss everyday dreaming......

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

12:50 PM

Come Closer.......

And so work has been hectic..
I beginning to hate it
You can see my mood change automatically at 3pm
Well...
What to do?
So darling and i had another great evening together
Sillyboy bought me kfc after school
And because he could only buy 1 student meal and not 2
He rather buy for me than for himself
I love him so much
I can't wait for our bintan trip together
I just cannot how mch fun we will have
And most importantly,
How much closer we will get
I miss you so badly
Hais...
I'm on night shift today
And i'm glad its night shiftt
Godma's having a b'dae party tmr
And she's catering indian food
I cannot wait to see the Dias people
And Popo's chilly crab was delicious ytd
I simply love her cooking
Oh!!
How much i miss spending time with my loved ones
Darling was right,
He always tell me,
"It doesnt matter how long we spend,
"It doesnt matter where we go
"It doesnt matter what we do
"As long we get to spend time and see each other,
That is all that matters..."
I miss you so much
And silly boy was so sleepy on the phone ytd with me
But didnt want to sleep when i asked him too..
Instead he said he missed him and wanted to hear my voice
Though we have been together for 1 year and 1 month
But i don't know,
this feeling now is stronger than the time we first got together
But i'm grateful
And recently,
I've been listening to Jordin Sparks's"take one step at a time"
Its a meaningful song
You guys should listen to it man
If you don't have it,
You can ask from me(as usual)
I'm having the time of my life
Yeah baby
Cassandra Dias have no regrets!!

You believe and you doubt
You're confused,
you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be yours, should be yours,
would be yoursIf they only knew

You wanna show the world,
but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

10:24 PM

Take One Step At A Time...

And work has been so so emotionally tiring and irritating...
Because of the stress level my whole department faces,
I have been eating only 1 meal a day
And everyone has been questioning why i don't eat during breaks
The answer is i'm so stressed that i don't have mood to eat
Its that stressful ok?
So when i told darling,
He was damn angry
He was like" why you never eat?"
Thats why i love him
And so Tini and i went to the travel agent to check out the bintan trip
So if its confirmed,
She will go with Man
And i with Darling
But i cannot imagine going with her
Cause i don't really like her
What a joke right?
But i really hope we can spend some quality time together
I can't wait man
And i will be meeting darling tomorrow
I can't wait
He wants to eat my pizza bread
But the thought of work makes me frustrated
I wanna quit
But i can't
What should i do man
And daddy brought us to taiwan porridge today
Enjoyed it
I better treasure it now
Cause by the end of this year
He's going separate ways with mum
I guess when you realise you can no longer live with that person
Thats when its time to end it
I guess its time to move on man
Mummy says its time to move out of that depressing house
And i so agree
Last time,
I cannot bear to sell it,
But now that i think,
I guess its time to move on
Move on Cassandra Dias

Just take one step at a time, there is no need to rush,
Its like learning to fly or falling in love,
It's gonna happen when its suppose to happen
Then we will find the reason why

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Thursday, July 03, 2008

5:22 PM

Pathetic Baby........

And night shifts are finally over
Its like where night turns to day
And thing i hate about night shifts are that i don't know what date i'm living in
Its so so pathetic
Its like you are a zombie
But i blame no one
And i realised that Tini is actually quite nice
Maybe it all depends on mood
And my mood has been bad
Darling has been taking all in
But he understands
And i love him for that
Darling knows that he heven been spending enough time with me
So he suggested a short trip to KL during his september holiday
Wow,
I can't wait
Its feels like we are going for a little honeymoon
Haha
Silly boy wants to go KL to shop
But i keep telling him KL things are so expensive sia
and i wanna go Bintan
And he keeps saying"you can go sentosa beach what"
Haha
But its fun aruging over that
I miss this boy
But work has been killing me
That i don't have time for him
He wants to meet me for b'fast before work on sat
But i don't know if my body can take it
Life's just so pathetic
And i'll be meeting mojo later for dinner
I miss this woman man
Why do we always take things for granted?
I guess its part of human error
and i don't know why i have been sighing
Darling always scolds me for that
But sometimes i just feel so pathetic
Are you guys enjoying poly life?
I hope so
Cause i guess secondary school life's still the best
I miss everything man
But this is the life i choose
And i cannot blame anyone

Happy or not happy also have to live,
So why not be happy??