And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
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[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Friday, November 23, 2007

11:06 PM

Don't look back, got a new direction.....

And so the holidays to me seemed to be well spent
Been spending time with loved ones
Loved ones meaning family member
As for friends,
there are only stephanie and mojo
They are my love
Steff got a job at royal sporting house
And soon she won't have time for me
And as for mojo
Been accompanying her for job hunts
Will be having mahjong session next wed with mojo and michy
Still got 1 kaki missing sia
Oh well
Everyone is working
And so i understand they won't be as free as me
And as for me,
I have been enjoying life
Been shopping,doing masks,watching vcds
Those hongkong series are what darling has planned for me to spend my days
Isnt he thoughtful?
Btw
Darling gave me a shock when he told me that he wanted to take up cooking courses
And so he decided that it will be a me and him thing
And he has certainly picked up info
We will be signing up soon for it at the hougang cc as he mentioned
He says that the purpose of this is to bond us
I thought about it and found it true
Met up with him today
Cooked spaghetti for us as dinner after gym in mcc
We ate and watched the sun set as well
Romantic huh?
Obviously it was my idea
Facing the peacful sight of ships and sea certainly make it more romantic
After that
We went to compass point to jalan jalan
Spent alot in watson
Bought lots of face mask and he bought certain things too
Though he's a boy but i seem to enjoy shopping with him
He's not like my impatient father or other man who always hurry woman to leave the store
He gives me constructive suggestions and patience to shop
He said after knowing me, he spent more
I find it damn true la
I seem to have influenced people around me
Especially michelle and diane
They now learn how to put nail polish
and many other more
I love him
He bought me a cute purple minnie mouse diary with a written letter
Now i know why he's a rare breed
Been bugging him for the resort trip at kampong ubin
The best part is that what affect him the most was the double bed at the couple room
I mean,
I understand
I wanna go crabbing la
Colin told me that its much better than prawning
I shall try it out huh
I'm so sleepy
Yawnz....
Gotta sleep now
Chaoz

No need to worry about everything I've done, Live every second like it was my last one

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

12:01 AM

Just like a tattoo.....

I like this song just" like a tattoo" by Jordin Sparks
The lyrics are really meaningful
Go check them out when you are free
You know something?
If you ask me whether i have any regrets?
I would say none...
I believe without certain events that ever happened in my life,or certain choices made,
I will still dare to tell you that "I have no regrets!!"
I believe that everything has a reason
Oh well...
Today is a wanton mee day
I ate that for b'fast and dinner
My stomach is queasy
I have been bloated for 5 months?
Anyone can tell me the reason?
I tried all methods but to no use
Been watching triumph in the skies for the past 2 days
Darling said since i have nothing to do
Its best i watch his favourite show
Its really nice
Do you believe in fate?
haha..
Watch this show and you will know
If you ask me,
I would say i believe in fate or rather destiny?
You see,
there are like millions of people in this world
Why izit this boy will end up as my boyfriend or
Why izit this girl will end up as my best friend?
There's also a saying that to be family is also predestined
But i do believe...
Ok
Went with him to sim lim again to download his virus for his notebook
I mean he's really very square
Told him million and one time that he can download online
But he say unsafe
So that's him
After that,
Ate dinner cum supper at dunman again
The fish store won't be opened until 22 nov
Guess what?
I will be swimming this whole week
I have decided to take swimming as a way to lose weight
Cannot wait!!
So sleepy
Yawns!!!
Goodnite people!!

You are on my heart,just like a tattoo, i'll always have you....................

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Friday, November 16, 2007

8:14 PM

Its built to last.....

And so i know that i heven been blogging for days
Been going swimming these few days at MCC
Its a really great place if you can figure that out
The pool is like mine alone
And i can wear anything i like
There's also sauna la
Went there with godma for first time
That was the 1st time seeing her wear a swimming costume
She was so cute la
Enjoyed myself
Yesterday
I went with mojo and beth
They gotta work soon so might as well spend that time with them
It was like raining yesterday la
But we prayed and prayed
And there was sunshine
We swam
We tanned
We sunad
So went to school today to collect our leaving cert
Everyone still looked the same
But i could sense the coldness
Well
I thought of something
Sometimes when you feel you lose something,
In actual fact,you might gain more than you lost
Went to sim lim with darling today
And he finally bought his laptop
He said he wanted to get a webcam too so he could see me when we chat
But i was like"erm....."
You know i don't really like using such stuff
And then he went like"ya la ya la, i know you don't want to see my face right?"
Then i was like"so smart, how you know?"
I so mean right?
And then after that
We went to makan
We sat in the food court for like 1 hour la
I was so lazy to move
So we sat,chat.............
And then when it was time for us to move to the mrt station
We couldnt figure out where it was
We got lost la...
What the hell right?
Imagine putting 2 blur sotongs together?
That's just plain stupidity
haha
He's so cute!
The best part was he mistaken his nets receipt as the warrenty card
I was laughing like mad la
Oh no,
I sound so bad
My legs are aching la
I'm so bloated
Gonna find someone to swim with me on mon
Guess mojo will be too busy for me then
Enjoy yourselves folks!!!!

I've looked so long in the strangest place but i've never felt someone like you..

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Monday, November 12, 2007

8:19 PM

You are the best thing that ever happened to me...

Looking at my fats
Knowing there's a need to exercise
But i'm lazy
I don't understand why i feel so bloated for like 5 months?
Anyway
Hillary came over today
We watched game plan
So touching till i cried
"What is the best that ever happened to you"
Have you thought of that question before?
I think the best thing that ever happened is my family,friends and boyfriend
Then we did facial together
Yay
love doing those girlie stuff with her
Will be going swimming tmr with godma
So fun
Anyway
Talking to jessie now
Kinda miss spending time with them
I think spending time with them is my priority now
I miss enjoying life
I shall do that now
If not now,then when?
There's school on friday la...
Sianz...............
Wanna go for chitty chiity bang bang

If you ask me, i would say that you are the best thing that ever happened to me...

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

11:46 PM

Market Date

Uncle!!!

Yay!!!

So finally my wish of going ikea was granted

I wanted to just go there to get photoframes

Sorry michelle,

I know you asked me to go with you

But i couldnt think of anywhere else to go

So met darling in 53 and we went there

My intention was only to go ikea

Who knows this uncle wants to go GIANT la...

We went there with no intention of buying stuff

We saw a few groceries we wanted

So we took a basket

And we shop shop shop

Until we took a trolley

So embarrassing la

But it was fun

Glad i have such an "uncle" boyfriend

He was so sweet

I buy so many stuff

He says i only pay 10 bucks

The rest he will pay for me

As for him

He spent 33 bucks..

We power right??

After that,

We went to makan

ate ate to refill energy to go to the next stop which was courts

He was looking at laptops

He said he wants to buy one

Haha

A bit slow la he

After that,

We left for IKEA

We almost got lost la

I managed to get my frame and he a table lamp

We were like looking at beds and sitting on them

Cause our legs were breaking after 4 hours of walking la

after don't know how many hours of shopping

We finally left the place

And i went to have dinner with mummy and daddy

Went to dunman foodcourt with the intention of eating the steamfish

Who knows they didnt open today

So in the end,

We end up eating porridge

But it was good

Yay

Cannot wait to hang up my photo frame

Darling bought me a handphone keychain with my name on it

So sweet of him huh??

But overall

It was a fruitful trip for the both of us

I wanna drive you into a corner and kiss you without a sound...

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Friday, November 09, 2007

11:25 PM

Cultural Shopping

And so...

Met up wif fair at toa payoh cause she wanted to change something

As i went there

Tons and tons of memories flew there

Hoping to see some familiar faces

And so i saw arzlan

He's so cute

Walked past giordano a few times

Couldnt take it

And so i talked to Dewi

Cant seem to stand her in the past

But now i kinda miss her

I miss the period working with yusoff and darling

Everyone there has been changed

Talked to her for a while

And then we left for chinatown

Heard rachel and rosie were there shopping too

Never been there really to shop

but there was tons of tourist

And the shopping were great

It had great food too

Reminds me of pasar malam

We shopped and shopped

Fair bought some cloth for her mum

And we both bought nail stickers

and then took many pictures

After that

Fair's father came to fetch us

Why do i never seem to learn the lesson of treasuring things before its gone?

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Thursday, November 08, 2007

11:15 PM

I'll see you on the flipside....

Finally

Exams are over

Over once and for all

Did my nails with mojo yesterday

Went to sham's house with mojo and rennu for deepavali

So sweet of her to invite us

Anyway

So tue was the last paper

After the paper,

We shouted"its over"

Went home,showered and left for bugis

The food wasnt fantastic

We had steamboat

It was more of a clique gathering than a class gathering

I never once see the class talking as a whole

What's new??

Anyways,

There will be another gathering on the 8 dec

should i work?

But i wanna spend time with myself

Nevermind

I feel kinda lost not studying or going to school

Its like i used to hate going to school

but now i kinda miss school life

Miss those gossip sessions

Well,

We often don't know what we have until we lose them huh?

haha

Life's like that maybe

I'm sounding depressed

I wanna go to the beach man

Thinking of the 5 years that pass me by

I know without those girlfriends

life would not be the same

Without them

Maybe i be dead

Ok

So on the steamboat day

I went around giving goodbye hugs

And when i saw huiling

My emo glands came again

Seeing her really make me feel special

Like she really made a difference in my life

The second person would be stephanie

We have been classmates for like 7 years?

We never once fight

There are many other people i wanna thank too

But 5 years of memories is hard to jolt them here in one entry

But they are enough to store them in my heart

I shall always rememeber the good ones

Time flies

Oh well

I will miss you guys

I will

Till then,

I will live life to the fullest

When we leave this year,we wun be coming back,no more hanging out cause we are on a different track..cause we are moving on and we can't slow it down.....

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Monday, November 05, 2007

5:32 AM

You are always and forever my sunshine~~

Its 5.34am in the morning
Woke up like 2.30am to study ss
I feel so loved
Told jessie and mojo that i will be waking up at 2.30am
And they gave me wake-up call
Actually
Darling also gave me wake up call
I think the best part is waking up to hear the voices of your loved ones early in the morning
I have been studying for hours since last night
But nothing is getting in
I better pray hard that i will remember what i learn
Yay
Tomorrow is the day
Finally leh....
Anyway,
I guess the whole world is sleeping except me
I've been hooked to baby love since the moment i woke up
Well
People in love loves love song
wow,how many "love" are there??
I cannot wait for the paper to start man
I'm so gonna start on my diet plan after exams
Prepared to see me slim and shady
Lame
Ok..
Got to go back to ss
Jia you!!
Hang in there for 1 last day=)

I don't wanna be with no one else,you are the only one that ever made me melt....
And then we are so in love,lalalala...........

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Saturday, November 03, 2007

7:40 PM

You Are The Music In Me.....

Freedom is 3 days away

everyday i've been dreaming of what i'm gonna do after os

I guess the 1st thing is to pack my lovable room

The room that is filled with so much love

Guess what

Yusoff sent me some 40% giordano coupons

But its until 5-7nov

He sent some to darling too

But i guess he won't be looking thru his mails until next month??

Had a small row with him yesterday

But luckily

We settled it within 10 minutes

Quite a feat right?

The funny thing is men really don't know what woman want

And its kind of stupid if woman always have to tell their man what they really want

So i was angry yesterday due to some stupid small issue

And then he pacified me

And then i wanted to test his patience

So i irritated him one more time

And in the end,

I had to pacify him

Stupid huh?

But its fun

I love quarrels

It spices up the relationship

Anyway,

Went to bedok central with mummy and timmy 2dae

Sent tim to work

And i was reading CID in the coffeeshop while waiting for mummy to do her facial

I cannot believe i sat there for one hour la

I was waiting for someone who doesnt have a seat to share table with me

Cause i love chatting with strangers

And then

Went to white tangerine to study with mojo

We ate so much la

And then we went a little shopping there

Yay!!!

I cannot wait for tue

Its the day i have been waiting all my life

But its also kinda sad

Cause its also like the last day i will be seeing my friends

I cannot believe how time flies huh

I know you had enough of me repeating that

But its true

I miss him

Cannot wait to watch my pirated Game Plan dvd with him

And not forgetting the retail therapy with the girlfriends

Plus the holiday and full body massage

I'm so gonna get that freaky fasio shiny mascara

Btw

Did i tell you that the bio paper was so easy??

Oh well

It is

Just wanna pass science

Newae

got to go folks

Jia You!!

When i hear my favourite song, i know that we belong cause you are the music in me...

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Thursday, November 01, 2007

8:13 PM

Happie Luckie

What can be more happier than studying today before exams and knowing some answers?
This is the real joy of studying man
Thanks to Diane and Michelle who never stopped questioning me
Thanks guys!!!
Ok..
3 more papers to go people
We can do it!!!
Cannot wait to start working
Leading life like a "tai-tai"
Except that my boyfriend is not a sugardaddy
Haha..
Joking
Anyway,i feel like having japanese food
Maybe should ask darling for that
Miss him
Here i am finishing my os
There he is studying for his upcoming exams
So kiasu for what sia?
Enough of that,
I seriously cannot wait to shout"Yay,finally,its over!!"
Newae,
Will be having a movie marathon with darling
We decided on 1 romance,comedy,chinese and cartoon?
He says the resort is inappropriate
I respect his decision
haha
Everyday i dream of having money in my hands
I think i'm going crazy
Mojo keep asking me to watch the bee movie with her
Does anyone think its nice?
I feel watching cartoons are a waste of money
I'm not really a cartoon lover la
No childhood
haha
I think i'm getting cranky
I cannot wait for the upcoming family parties
The new year eve party at chalet
I'm so gonna boggie
Last year was a blast la
We were all dancing and having so much fun
Well...
5 more days left
Hang in there peeps
Jia you!!

Wise men says,only fools rush in but i can't help falling in love with you...