And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:

[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Friday, June 27, 2008

10:40 PM

Crush Crush Crush.....

All i have is one question in my head right now!!
Why did she have to do that?
Do we sometimes have to do what we do
Well,
I forgive her for it..
I guess everyone needs a second chance
Though this time i lost 90 because of her...
But money can be earned easily
Most importantly is the lessons learnt in life!!
And i realise need someone to be by our side during this journey =
I'm not emtional
But maybe i am
Work has been hectic
I cannot stand guest who checks in early and keep demanding for rooms
C'mon la
"Do you think you are some vip or what?"
I know i sound irritated by them
But they are truely getting on my nerves
I feel like slapping them sometimes
But some are pretty nice
And pay's finally in
Lee xuan's coming back tmr!!
Time flies man!
Seriously...
The last meeting we had was at my b'dae party and now?
Anyway,
Darling and i will be having a good meal tmr
I deserve it man
I work so hard
Why not?
I'm so tired
Yay,
Sunday's off
Its time for church=)
A time where i can have true quiet time and reflect on my life
Anyway,
I guess life isnt easy
But we still have to smile and be happy ya??
Take care folks!!

When i'm in your arms,nothing else seems to matter..
Baby, dont you agree we got a groovy kind of love?

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

10:58 PM

The Things We Swore We Meant.........

And i'm beginning to hate my damn job...
As in i love the job scope..
But i dislike the people...
Not really dislike or should i say despise...
They might be more senior than me but they seriously lack diplomatic relations..
Yes,
They can scold as much as they can,
But their tone just makes me feel they are so stupid
I don't know what i am saying man
Oh no....
I feel so lost
I feel so mean
I've lost my priority...
I'm sorry to those i keep turning down due to work
But i've been under tremendous stress
I think its time to quit
Yes, its time
God, i need you..........

I'm lost in this merry-go-round
, i just need your loving hand to lead me back into your way

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Monday, June 16, 2008

1:55 PM

Exhausted......

And i've been very very shagged
Working afternoon shift has been irritating me so badly
I hate doing check-ins, not say hate la....
I only hate it when my code cannot take it
Hais..
Heng today's night shift with Jack
Hopefully,
I won't fall asleep
So tired man!!
And so i meet up with the girlfriends on tuesday
We had pizzahut together
And went bowling after that
I miss them man!!
and recently,
I have shortage from my damn casher
Its a cool hot $90 that i have short
That goes my comission that i have earned
Sian man!!!
But luckily with Cindy around
She makes my day so much better
And night in with darling was also great
I fall asleep and he watches tv till 1am
And then he went home
He promises to have b'fast with me on friday
and he better keep to his promise
I think time is passing very slowly now
And i have no idea why
Boring man
But i have really been exhausted
Darling,
Please don't forget my full body massage on friday
From top to toe ya??
haha...
Wanna take a nap guys..
Take care ya?

Just watch my wildest dreams come true....

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Monday, June 09, 2008

4:50 PM

Cause I Don't Understand..........

And its only 4.55pm...
I woke up early to meet Hilda for Mac B'fast
And then went school with her and chen chian to take our certs
And then they went hougang mall
And i went home
Hoping to cook spaghetti today
But i guess i'm not in the mood
I'm getting moody
Maybe huiling is right
I'm the one who's moody
I think i rather go work than stay at home
There's just something about the house that makes me depressed
I think its better to stay out of the house then
I hope its because of the "M" word
Cause that will make me moody
I don't know what's wrong with me man!
I can be happy yesterday and sad today
I think my mood's haywired
All i wanna do is to shout it all loud
I don't know why
My life is perfect
But why do i still feel like there's something wrong??
I just cannot understand and i guess i will never......

Cause maybe someday, somehow,somewhere, sometime,
I will find the answer......

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Saturday, June 07, 2008

10:40 PM

I'm The Best Damn Thing Your Eyes Has Ever Seen............

Tired me at work

Jessice & Me

Nafisah & Me

And i have been sick the past few days

Down with stomach flu

And darling came 10pm last week after his swimming lessons to look after me

He's so sweet!

and i took 2 days mc from work

And 6th was my 1 year anniversary with darling

We were supposed to go out somewhere fun

But in the end,

I was still not feeling well

cause i worked 2 shifts in a day

Mr Alan must have think i was a superwoman

So he came over to keep me company

Silly boy bought nasi lemak for lunch and honey lemon

This boy knows i love seaweed chicken

So he put seaweed chicken into our nasi lemak

And we had another great day

And he brought me out for thai express for dinner that night

and then came over to watch tv with me again

I hope things will be like this forever

And i went to church today

I feel like a sinner

Cause i've not touched church for a few months

Surmon was excellant

Father Frederick was right

"Look what's today society's becoming to?"

"kids are only known to study study and study"

I smiled when i heard this

Cause my sentiments exactly

Life isnt about all this

When you die, he won't remember how many certs or diploma

But you will regret not spending enough time with the ones you love

This is the thinking of Cassandra Dias

Thats why i have no regrets

I guess God has made another way for me

But god is still great in my eyes

I will try to go church more often=)

I'm different

I don't wanna follow the crowd man

And carol has quit
I guess its only sooner or later we all will quit

Who can stand the environment there?

Its all the malays

Nafisah,ella and mawar are the only nice ones

Hais...

I shall see how long more i can tahan

I feel so sleepy man

I got craving for spaghetti

I shall cook tomorrow

I miss my sec school friends

Hais..

I remember us always having spaghetti party at my house

Though our spaghetti wasnt the best of the best

But we enjoyed each other's company

I was like talking to Huiling, Jessie, Hilda,Xiaobao,Michelle...........

And i realised how much i miss them

Its like no amount of workmates can replace them

They are not even half as sweet to me

Apart from cindy, jessica and maybe nafisah and some other..

But i guess i have been too well protected and loved by many that i cannot stand being apart

Even darling treats me like a kid,

And of cause my parents as well

And not forgetting my secondary school mates

I missed the times we have recess together, gossiping and all

I cannot believe i was still immature at that age

But that was what being a teenager is,

Isn;t it?

Now i have to go breaks alone...

Its not that i cannot stand being alone

Cause i will just grab anyone in the canteen to eat with me

But its the fact that i'm not with anyone that makes it all so saddening

Its sad but the truth hurts

We have all grown up

Life's such an irony man!!

In short.

I just want my parents, boyfriend and schoolmates

I miss you guys so much

I guess its only when you realise that they are no longer there for you already that you know

its not the same anymore

Oh well,

What can i say?

Its all part of growing up=(

I got all the money in the world but i don't have time man

What the hell right people??

And i miss my darling so badly=(

Cause the society is cruel

To live is to die and to laugh is to cry.................

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Tuesday, June 03, 2008

1:02 PM

I'm Getting Sick Of Life.......

And i'm sick!!
Sicked of my life
I think everything is damn fucked up
I need a new life man!!!
Everyone is just as fucked up as i AM
eVERYONE,
pLS FUCK OFF!!!

i think i know everything,
but i know nothing