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Tuesday, March 02, 2010
9:15 AM

Dear Cassandra,
Hello everyone!
Its been a long time huh
life has been great
Work has been fun, and good
Still loving my job
Went night safari alone the other day with 2 New Zealanders
They were hot but i know they were gays
But night safari was kinda boring perhaps because of the fact that i was alone
And watched movie with Ms Tan last night
Valentine's day movie has reallly make me realise many things about love,
But i will keep this to myself as i guess no one will understand my theory
The plot is nice,
Actress and actors were hot
Ok,
What i really wanna say about this is "why do we always love a person that dont really love us"
Yet, the one that we should love and really love us is the ones we never thought we could love
And there were actually by our side all along
Yet, we always want to challenge ourself
As i watched this movie,
I searched my heart to what i really want,
And i found out its a different case i got.
And now i got some issues with my heart.
I'm sorry to myself,
Because i have been hiding my stupid feeling
And i know all along somehow,
You and i are not meant to be anymore.
Its contradicting but that is how i really feel
and my next show to watch is "dear john"
I have been a weird lady recently,
I feel like doing things alone,
Going places alone
Eating alone
And even traveling alone
Only when i'm alone, i get new perspective on life
And i love this kind of thing
Being alone is not pathetic,
Its just that as i grow older and busier,
I really cannot get someone suitable to do things with me
Not even my boyfriend
Sorry baby,
But we are too different!
And the one that's common with me is busy with their life working away
And you are busy too
But i tell myself busy is not an execuse
So i learn to do things on my own.
Cathay Orientation ytd was so much fun
Met new people again
I really love meeting new people
And i believe i will stay long with the Cathay family
So i can continue getting free movie tickets!!!
Haha
I'm on afternoon shift today,
I pray that it will be a good good day=)
I think about the little things that make life great,
I wont change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
Cause innonence is brillant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please dont go away
I need you now
I will hold on to it.