And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:

[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Friday, January 01, 2010

2:34 PM

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010

Hey people
I'm back
Wanna wish you guys a happpy new year folks!
There's many things i would like to say about 2009
I guess this year was a difficult year for me
Beginning, I got to get used without my much loved secondary school mates
Secondly, I got to get used to the working where humanity and intergrity is being questioned
Thirdly, living in a different environment without daddy
Howver,
all i can say is,
Without all these,
I wont be the Cassandra Dias I am right now
A stronger girl,
A happier girl,
A more positive girl
Lastly,
A better person
And my family,friends,colleagues,boyfriend are the reason i am today as well.
You guys are really my pillar of support
I really love you guys so much
Right now,
I'm gonna extend my gratitude with some photos sessions

Love Of My Life

Mr Phua Jun Yuan is the love of my life.

Thank you baby for the past 1 year of love,support and encouragment you have given me,

we have beenn together for the coming 2 1/2 years i should say,

Being in a relationship is a simple thing, but making it work is nevertheless not simple..

I'm sure we had some issues to work out initially but i'm glad its all over

Thank you for being you, the person who never stop thinking positive no matter how bad things are.

Thank you for your constant support when i felt work was like crap and life was hard to go by,

Even though,you couldnt always be by my side like other couple, But I dare to say we are stronger than any other couple who even meet everyday

Thank you for listening to my nagging and complains even though you always not happy

Thank you for buying me gifts once in a while even if you have no money

Thank you for buying me my favourite food when i ask

Most importantly,

For teaching me how to truely love a person,

Like wanting the best for that person,

For teaching me life,

Giving me the courage to smile,

Giving me the hope to live the way i want my life to be

This list could go on and on,

But baby,

Thank you for coming into my life,

Thank you for loving me when it was hard to do so at times

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Thank You For Everything

Grand Mercure Roxy Life

This is my first full time job after secondary school.

I remember being so excited for it after getting this job.

I remember facing so much problems in the initial stage

That i was getting depressed, frustrated that i felt like giving up

This place made me seen how the real working world is,

Integrity,fairness,and humanity is being questioned by myself

Hardwork not being appreciaated

But nevertheless,

I told myself to hang on there,

And I'm glad i did..

Grand Mercure Roxy has taught me manny things

And gave me wonderful experience and memories

Despite good or bad,

I would say I'm proud of who i am today because of it

Attended Certified Service Professional courses,

And i learn to love serving people

Met many people from all works of life

Thank you for giving me the chance to work in the lounge

I enjoyed so much there

Where I learnt to believe in myself

Working here made me realise how much i miss secondary days,

Really hated eating alone,

really hated working with people with a hidden mask

Until I met Alice

She taught me many things,

And knowing her gave me the support to enjoy my work

I'm happy we could talk to each other about life even if we have a age gap

And i'm even happier that i could walk thru her love life with her

Seeing her getting married to the man of her dreams is like watching your kid grow

Its no doubt that small things like that make life great

And I really enjoyed our s'pore flyer, BBQ gatherings with her

Thank you for listening to my problems and sharing my happiness Mrs Loh

And then slowly came Mr Wong Sy Jye

I would always remember how i first met him at the lounge on the 17th floor

And he told me he didnt really liked me when we first met

But he's also my second pillar of support in my GMRH

I appreciate you Mr Wong for going work and going home with me

Even though you can just take 12,

But you always will take 31 to accompany me and make sure i reach home safely late at night

I miss our constant bus stops conversations in the wee hours,

Where we can go on and on about the hotel,

Our frustrations, happiness,fun will never be forgotten

I enjoy our KL trips,BBQ and S'pore flyer gathering with you as well,

I'm gonna miss you when i leave

But I will always be here if you need me

And thenn meeting the pinoys..

Seeing them live and work in a foreign land make me feel so contented with having a family

I do enjoy our small talks

And not forgetting our gathering

As I have tendered and serving my 1 month in grand mercure roxy,

I still believe and thank the hotel for giving me the chance to explore my goal in life

I believe i can achieve more in the future days of my life

But thank you my colleagues Alice,Sy Jye, and whoever who came into my life be it for a reason or season to watch me grow.

Thank you for the time and effort to listen to me, and lending me a shoulder to cry on

I love you guys

And all the best to you !

My Family

And 3rdly is my much loved family,

This year was kind of a difficult year for us

We had to shift out of lor ah soo to move to bedok

Where we had to come out of our comfort zone to face reality

It was also pretty tough for me cause daddy was not living with us anymore

But we managed to make it thru

I always believe God choose our parents when we were born

And i thank him for giving me such wonderful parents

without them

I wont be the big girl i am right now

They watch me grow,

from being a small girl, to having a boyfriend and working

I want them to see me getting married and having kids

I thank mummy for always giving the best she can

I thank her for giving me constant advice

I thank her for her love,support and concern

And even though daddy's not living with us anymore,

But i know i will always be his princess

He still love me the most

I understand god has a reason for what is happening right now

But i believe it is for the good of everyone

And not forgetting my irritating brother Timothy dias

The guy who never stop arguing with me

But when we cannot sleep in the middle of the night,

I will always talk to him

And he promise to batch any guy who try to hurt me

Thank you brother for your little effort

No matter how bad life is,

No matter how much i feel like dying,

I wont do so

Cause they are the reason why i am living so well

I want them to be so so happy

I love you guys

Thank you for the 1 year of love and concern=)

Last but not least,

I would like to thank my ex classmates..

This is the year where we go our separate ways,

Where we explore what life is all about

I never understand why i hated school so much in the past

And i really regretted not spending time with them

I miss our mahjong,spaghetti sessions

And as we lead our busy life,

You guys would be in my heart

Thank you especially Hilda,Jorinda,Jessie,Huiling,Bethleen,Xiu Wen,Yun Ting,Pei Qing,Michy,Fairli for taking the time to always ask how is life and making a effort to make this friendship last
Not forgetting Jasmine and Hillary,

Thank you for everyone's constant care

You guys are the actual ones who make me the Cassandra Dias i am now.

Thank you for watching me grow

And most importantly showering me with love

I miss you guys so much

And I have listed every single one of my life most important people who made my year 2009 a good year. I pray that 2010 will be a better year.

I dont have any resolutions

All i ask is for everyone to lead a happy life and be healthy.

whether good or bad,

Happy or sad,

Let's stay together

Jia you to making 2010 a good and blessed year

Thank you God for blessing me witth a blessed 2009

And i welcome you into my life in 2010

Amen