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Sunday, October 25, 2009
9:47 PM

I Wish..
And thinking i will be calm and happy for the next few days,
I was wrong,
I felt work was like shit
The hotel's pretty screw up
Full of Shit
The people were irritating the hell out of me
They are selfish selfish and selfish
I feel so fed up
I feel so helpless.
And when i needed someone's help,
That someone felt it wasnt important
How am i gonna work in that horrible place
Whats the point of being colleagues?
All you care is about yourself
Sick of feeling disappointed.
I really treated you as my friend
What about you?
And now i know that you will know who your friends are when you need help
I miss my secondary school friends,
Looking back,
They are the only truest
I'm losing hope baby
And baby is away in camp,
There's no one i can rely on
Watever la..
I feel like crying
I feel so emo
I dont know why
I guess the whole part is i feel so unimportant to anyone
No one is willing to listen to me,
No one is willing to spend time on me,
No one bothers asking me how i am,
No one bothers to tell me how much they need me
I feel so so depressed
Why does it feel like crap?
Is life suppose to be like a straw
Cause it sucks?
And i'm glad i received baby's call
He's not in a good mood
But he just cannot understand why i'm not in a good mood too
We all have the right to feel what we feel
I miss you babyboy
I miss your hug that make me feel safe
I miss your smile that make me feel better
Lastly,
I miss your kiss that make me smile
I love you boy!
And i'm here to sing,
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us alive for so long
About the things that kept you on my side when i was wrong