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Sunday, August 09, 2009
12:50 PM

I Will Never Understand...
I will never understand why you changed,
I will never understand why i have changed
I will never understand why people change
I will never understand why i am wasting time over something that i thought was worth
I will never understand why you dont seem to find me important
I will never seem to understand why you dont seem to spend time with me
Its just one day
One day has 24 hours,
I take leave for just that 24 hours,
I could have just spend that 24 hours with someone else,
Someone who made me happier
But now i come to realise that i have been wasting my time
Cause it has come to naught
I dont wanna talk to you anymore,
To you,
It may seem like a small thing,
But to me,
It is a big thing
You have proved that I am just someone that is a nobody
And i cannot believe you raised your voice at me
Cause not even my parents or friends do that to me
I guess you dont know what is resepect
You dont know what i need,
You dont know what i want,
You made me believe in magic,
You made me believe in miracles,
But now you shattered all these
I wont forgive you...
I thought you are everything i wanted,
The life we wanted to built together
But now i know this is not what i want
I want the old me back
I want my freedom
I want someone else to love me
To spend the time i need,
To even send me home safely
Its not about words,
Its about actions
What does it take to make you realise all this?
I will survive even without you
Simple things like this is so hard for you to do,
Then i see no point in continuing on,
Cause i can do all this by myself too=)