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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
2:21 PM

What is life??
Afternoon people..
Today is my off day
And i kinda feel pathetic
Sometimes i feel like a bull
When it comes to shopping,
I'm all crazy
But deep inside i feel lonely
I hate the way i act like i know everything
I hate the way i have to act positive infront of everyone i know
I hate the way how i show everyone what a wonderful life i am leading
But i really feel sick of my life
I don't like to study and sometimes i hate my job...
I hate staying at home on my off days
And sometimes i hate the way i am
So what if i have money?
But i really feel lonely
So what if i have a boyfriend?
In fact,
I dont feel like i'm in a relationship
So what i have friends?
They are all busy with their own lives they are leading
I'm not blaming anyone
But i feel like i'm leading a very meaningless job
And so what i have a blardee job?
The people there are all tactless and selfish
I don't know what the world is becoming to..
And one more thing,
So what i have a family?
When i'm home,
They are out working or schooling..
And when i'm back,
They are all sleeping
Is our life supposed to be like that?
I wish when i come home,
I could look forward to something
But there's nothing
Life is just a stupid dailly routine
I'm feeling damn pathetic and emo
Perhaps menses is on the way,
Perhaps I'm thinking too much
But i think the world is damn depressing for me
Can anyone understand how i feel
I guess no one
Cause no one even cares
I guess positive and positve energy made me negative
Why am i always complaining
I really wish there's someone who can give me a hug right now
But sadly,
No one knows how sad i am
Not even baby
Oh well.
Just let me cry alone=)
I wish I wish I wish I wish
This world will stop spinning
Because this world is going round and round
And i dont wanna lead my life going round and round...