And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Sunday, April 05, 2009

9:55 PM

Jai Ho...

And my damn lappie is down with virus
And i don't know what i will do if all my pictures are gone
I guess i should be mentally prepared for it
Anyway,
life has been fun the past few days
Prawning with Hilda was was fun
That was one of the lucky day for me
But i didnt dare to take the prawn out of the hook
But thank God,
There was Hilda to help me with it
We had so much fun
Thank you girl=)
It was darling's birthday yesterday
We went to northpoint with his best friend and cousin
Then we went to Yishun SAFRA
We waited for one over hour before we could bowl
I played one game
Then i went home
Cause i was on morning shift today
And i'm the acting supervisior today
I guess i did well
I'm like that one
If i think i did well,
I feel i deserve to give myself a pat on my should
This acts as an encouragement to myself
And this is something i could never do in my younger days
I have understand the importance of encouragement in my life
It has make me feel better
And of cause if i did bad,
I will learn from my mistakes
I guess work has pretty much given me the chance to explore myself
After work, in the bus...
I was looking at the people around me
I love doing that,
Especially observing them
I was looking at a small little sweet girl beside her mother
She was so sweet and adorable
And i realise time flew
I remember being at that age like 13 years ago maybe?
And i miss being beside my mother and father
I miss having a proper family
And i wish i could go back to the age where I had both mummy and daddy by my side
I miss this love,
And then,
A pregnant lady sat beside me
I felt happy
A new life is about to be born
And that is such a wonderful thing
I don't see myself pregnant
But i know my mother always says that being a mother is the best thing that can happen
And i do pray that my "future husband" will dote on me if i am
And then,
A malay boy "mud" sat beside me
A middle age chinese man asked him for directions
And thank God
the malay boy could help him
And then i realise that there are some nice people in the world
I didnt understand why i used to see life in such a bad light
But when i got down the bus
The word "choices" came in my head
I thought of that word
I realised that life is full of choices
Its up to us how we see it
I realise i had a choice to be happy or sad??
I had a choice whether i wanna quit my job??
I have a choice whether i wanna break up with my boyfriend??
I have a choice whether i wanna be lazy in my job??
And many more.....
But i told myself that i wanna be happy
I told myself that life could be seen in a different light
I told myself that i deserve the chance to be loved
I told myself that i deserve to be happy
I decided that i wanna take full charge of my life
And i don't know why i have so much enlightment today
Anyway,
I'm sorry for the long post
But i finally blabbed out what i have been thinking
I really miss so much things and people
I missed Godma and daddy
I msged them to tell them
And they told me i was in their thoughts as well
I guess that is a nice feeling
And brother and Jolyn broke off
I guess perhaps they are not meant to be??
I don't know....
Life can be so unpredictable at times....
But the one thing i know
Is to count my blessings at this moment=)

Jai Ho, You are my destiny....

I wanna Jai Ho..
I spoke to my indian dishwasher
And she said "Jai Ho" is wanting to win...
And i wanna be a winner