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Monday, September 01, 2008
9:03 PM

You Have Given Me The Courage To Be All I Can Be
I'm back man..
I wonder whether is there people who still reads my blog?
But i don't care
Sometimes when i read back,
It feels like i'm talking to myself
What a joke?
And work has been all right
Though most of the time, i seriously dislike the people there
But i tell myself"i wanna prove to you all that an 18yr old can do it"
I cannot stand cocky people
I mean you were once new also la...
So say what you like,
The most you irritate me,
Though i keep quiet
But in my heart, you know what?
" I can't be bother to waste my breath and energy getting angry over what you say"
I just wanna tolerate for 1 year,gain experience and then chao
I'm getting irritated for i don't know what reason
Maybe i'm just suffering from parania
I feel lost suddenly
I know its because i've lost my faith
And i'm losing faith in the people and things around me
I'm so scared
I'm scared of losing everything that i love overnight
I guess that part of me heven change
I'm so frustrated
Anyway,
Darling was so sweet today
He went for some sushi making class today at kovan
And he called me asking if i was home
Cause he wanted me to try some
He's just so sweet
Sometimes,
I think i don't deserve such a wonderful boy like him
He came and keep forcing me to sleep
And so we managed to sleep for a while
Then he went home
Well,
Maybe i'm just suffering from monday blues
Mood at work today was so shitty
But i'm very happy to take taxis
Cause the taxi drivers were all friendly to me
They all keep telling me stories,stories about themselves and learning points in life
And i really love that
I love to hear stories,
And i really wish i could bring my camera to work
I'm sure i will take lots of wonderfuls pictures
Haha...
This is me
Cassandra Dias has not changed=)
Miss everyone that i've not seen for a long time
Take Care...
Loves
When you love someone so deeply, they become your life
Its easy to succumb to the overwhelming fears inside....