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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
12:22 PM

Dream dream dream, oh i could dream.......
This has been the third night i have been having nightmare
The previous night i dreamt i went crazy
Sometimes, i just wish i don't have such a wild imagination
Kept forgetting to give darling the morning call
Its like i cannot wake up in time because of the dreams
But darling woke me up this morning with a call
Its just so nice to hear his voice 1st thing in the morning
Everyone's kinda busy with their jae posting
Some gonna appeal
I mean i don't see the point in appealing
If u were able to be given a place,
they would have already given you
I'm not jealous or anything
But i just don't see the point
I mean ya,
I don't have a future
But so what??
I'm happy with my life now
Studies isnt everything
It does not even mean anything to me
or perhaps because i'm not smart maybe
well enough about senseless topic
I need a idiot diet proof plan
I feel so...........fat
Fat that i cannot wear all my clothes
So will be playing badminton with stephanie later
I miss her man
Been soaking myself lately in romance movies on HBO
I think i'm hopeless
Everyone is all worrying about their future la..
What about me??
I'm still dreamily in my love love love stories
I just hope i can get the damn hotel job man
Sometimes,
I just wish i can just faster get married and stay at home to be a housewife
What a failure i am right?
I mean i'm really not an ambitious person like some la..
Perhaps its the way their parents brought them up
And thats why i say
The Dias are top for partying
And also top but from the back for studying
This is oh so true
I'm feeling so sleepy
But i shall go and do some housework now
Btw,
Congrats to those who are happy with their posting results
But to those who didnt get what they want,
Get on with life and move in another direction man
Take care people...
I cannot believe it has been 4 months since we have all separated
And this is gonna get worse....
I don't know about tomorrow, but i just live from day to day...
Oh, how i miss this song....