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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
12:25 PM

I'm pretending again....
Back again
There are so many questions in my head now
Since there's no one for me to talk to
I shall just talk to this blog
Why do all good things has to come to an end?
Why do time flies?
I'm depressed man
And i don't know over what
I feel so fucked up
The blardee menses also don't want to come
I need a drink man
I've been crying myself to sleep
I don't know izit because i'm heaty
I don't even know the blardee reason why i'm depressed too
I've got everything but i'm still depressed
I'm unhappy but i pretend i'm alrite
I think i'm going crazy soon
And i don't know why that when i start talking to the girlfriends,
I can't help but be sad
Best!
I'm crying again
Hopefully its pms
I'm listening to christian songs to calm me down
I wonder izit because i'm such a sinner
I cannot believe i didnt go church for 3 weeks??
Hais hais hais
I've been sighing for god knows what reason
Maybe because i miss darling?
Or maybe because lee xuan is leaving for overseas?
Or maybe Huiling passed me her sadness?
Or maybe i didnt do well in the Os?
Or maybe I'm lonely and broke?
Or maybe i just cannot accept the fact that time flies?
Or maybe i've drifted from the girlfriends?
Or maybe because i've drifted away from God?
Or maybe because i'm just thinking too much?
I don't know man
Lord, please save me!!!
Forgive me as i have sinned badly
I'm sorry
I think i better take a nap now
I think i'm feeling much better now
Goodbye world
Everyday,i ask myself what is the purpose of my existence and i can't seem to find the answer...