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Sunday, October 21, 2007
10:59 AM

Stupid Moodswings.....
Ok..
so let's get things straight
O levels are like 3 days away??
I cannot stand it
I can't believe i'm not even panicking
I'm slacking still for christ's sake
I cannot stand myself
I'm just incorrigible
Scold me all you want
Now i know why a leopard never changes its spots
And to add that
my DAMN FUCKING MOODSWINGS
It almost killing and pissing darling
But i'm glad he understands that we are under stress
I mean it all runs in the Dias family
We are just a bunch of heaven made slackers la..
Cannot help what
We are the top for partying
But also top from the bottom for results
I cannot seem to see the importance of studies
I know everyone say is important
But i can't seem to see
I hate people to force me to do things i do not like
And i refuse to believe that i'm not stupid
But i feel i am
Can you see how fucked up i feel
The worst part is that it all lies in my hand
I mean if i don't make it then don't make it la
The whole class except me so damn smart la
I think i'm facing an identity crisis
I know what i want
But i dont wanna be holding on to unecessary things just because they are good for me
I mean what's the point?
Then wouldnt life be miserable?
Just leave me alone la...
Those moodswings,nightmares and emoness...
Wouldnt you let me off please?
Somethings we know we will never do but they will always be right...