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Thursday, October 11, 2007
6:06 PM

God, Save Me
Ok...
Today's sort of the last day of school
Cause i believe not everyone will turn up for founder's day tmr
Time flies...
I'm serious
I can't believe 5 yrs just pass like this
Don't worry
I'll be better after vomiting out those undigested and unhealthy feelings
I don't know why
But I'm getting cynical
I realise i'm more of a dreamer than a practical person
I don't understand how people can take changes?
Can any one suggest on this?
I don't understand why i get so worked up and stuff
Maybe because i'm on the pill
and it gives me mood swings
I can't stop thinking
O levels round the corner i know
But I really have no confidence
I'm feeling fucked up
It feels like crap
As i was observing the people
I realise how everyone has changed including me obviously
Poor mummy has to listen to my story tonight
I need to talk
I just can't seem to find the right person
And its not the right time
Who will be so sacrificial to sacrifice their time and listen?
I know darling will
But he won't understand
Hais...
Its getting on my nerves
I'm stressed
God, save me please?
I dream of a day where i can just be lying on the grass, admiring the clouds without any worries