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Monday, October 22, 2007
10:14 PM

Cause I'm Going Crazy...
Ok
So i was talking to my darling mojo yesterday night
We were talking about us the motorist having a motorbike but cannot seem to start the engine..
Do you see the entire link?
Its something about not able to start studying
I think i'm gonna miss her
Its like she understands me la
How am i gonna find such friends?
I don't know how to face life in the future man
Its like we are so used with each other already
Ok...nvm
And so after putting down the phone with her
Darling called
We chatted about 2hrs??
I told him a little dumb joke about me
And he started laughing
And we laughed the whole night thru until 1am???
And i was getting rather tired but didnt tell him
So i tried to find an excuse to put down on him
But he kept saying that he wanted to talk longer to me
I mean i missed him
Its nice to know someone cares for you
We talked about many things..
He's so cute..
Looking at us makes me wanna laugh
We look so mismatched,
don't you think so?
He has this 2 big projects so won't be talking to him tonight
He also understands that i need to study
This post is gonna be a long one
Cause i'm feeling my usual emo again
My brother says i can be the queen of emo already
Haha
Anyway,
Talked to Jessie on the phone today
We were discussing our we think we can't make it to poly and our after plans
I'm glad that she's not like others who think that we think negatively
I mean they are smart la
Who doesnt want to be smart la?
I wish i was smart too
I studied organic chem today la
And the worse part was the 2 smart boys were at tuition today also
And they were like shooting the answers out
And i just sit there stupidly
Thinking to myself" Sandra,didnt u study all that just now at home?"
And i totally forgot everything
Trish gave us a worksheet
You know what??
The more i did
The more fucked up i felt
I just felt like tearing the blardee paper and tell her" I Quit"
Tears were on the verge of dripping
She says she's worried for the 2 boys
Then she must be more worried for me la
I hate being such a loser you know
I mean what if i really cannot make it?
Is ITE the only option??
Well...forget it..
Anyway,
Its the last lap already
I'm screaming"oh my,its really the last lap,I'm not dreaming right?"
Actually
This period is the period to see who my true friends are
Now is the time where we need to support each other
But i can't blame those who are just eagerly trying to get rid of you cause they wanna study
But..
I don't know
Gotta go then
Needa study!!
Jia You
Because mummy always tell me"time waits for no man"