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Saturday, July 21, 2007
2:18 PM

Sometimes,the one thing you are looking for is the one thing you can't see...
I see a change in my life..A brand new change in me..I always hated changes, thought they were stupid..I remember Huiling telling me time after time that some changes are good and now,friend,i finally understand what you mean. I feel happy..yes,probably Vincent is the reason,he's the reason why my life has changed..Like what Miss Candice said,it only takes one person to say something to you and then you will realise you have been living life the way you should not.Now,i can see the wonders and magic of love.Love not only in terms of relationship,but kinship and friendship.I'm not bragging or boasting here.. but i have finally understand how love can do wonders..One good example is Christ dying for us on the cross..prior to that, I believe Vincent has changed me alot..though both of us think differently but i realised i have changed alot..Not only being much happier but a better person..I remember on the night that we first fought..I hated the fact that he always wanted me to change..but he told me something..I told him that if you were to change me one more bit,i would not be the same Cassandra Dias you first knew and then he said,yes you can,you can still be Cassandra Dias but a better and more improved Cassandra Dias...thinking about it now,i think he has a point..Now,i see what he mean..I feel that he has brought me closer to many things in life..like many things i have missed out,many people and things that i have been taking for granted...And lastly,though he's not a christian but i feel he has brought me closer to God..I have realise all this while..God has been there for me, i know it did especially when i was in depression mode and started hating the whole world..he brought wonderful people into my life and now i can see how much they love me...Please don't think i'm sounding emo here,i'm just saying what my heart has been hiding all these while...Well well well, in the past i was too blind to see what i had but now i can finally see and i thank everyone for it=)
Ok..back to life...i just realise school is getting much more fun than i expected it to be,i don't mean the lessons but its the people...perhaps,its the last year and we all treasure...i cannot believe 5 weeks has pass me..and i can't believe i survived thru it with such enthusiam and fun..So PE was fun especially floorball...and i still remember sam's clique having a mini concert at the hall..its small things like that,that make me realise how fun school can be..This entry is gonna be long cause if i'm not wrong,i missed out three days...Oh ya,so Candice's lesson was good,she thought us the formula of success..i believe there's no such thing as formula...its all in our hands...like what she says..CHOICES.Yes..life is full of choice..ok enough of that..so that day,went to Thai Express with Diane,Michelle and Pei Qing..it was absolute fun...love their company..then on friday,went out with baby,we met up in amk hub and we watched transformers..the effects were good but i didnt understand the story,not only I but we both didnt understand,and after which he brought me to eat stingray..it was good..and then he send me home..and we sat under my house's void deck..start taking photos and there was a bird there..it can't fly and it was so cute...i was like"eh,carry the bird here leh..then he was like people sleeping,don't disturb la...then i said,its a bird not a person" then we laugh together,haha...really love his company..he's just so nice..Yay!! there's gathering tomorrow,so excited,cannot wait..i cannot believe time really pass so fast..i know i said it alot alot of times..oh well..you know Sandra,she just love repeating herself..so, Goodnight world,hello bed=)