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Thursday, July 12, 2007
11:00 PM

No Regrets??
School was great today!!! i didnt felt very tired...PE was so fun,we played floorball..great,this is the first time i find PE so enjoyable cause i usually dread PE but today was really really fantastic..me,rennu and beth played against Huiling,Sam and Becks...it was a sweat out..i love Pe man!!! The best part of today lesson was LIVE..they invited an person to talk and she is called Candice..she is damn funny la..she told us about her lit story of how she used to be an ah lian and how much she hated studying...but later on,how her life changed..She said:If you want something,nothing/nobody can stop you!!Really love that line..that line really motivated me, after that i really felt maybe she's right..if we really want something,we can get it but we have to work for it..and so she also said our past does not equal to our future.I guess this line really suits me..all this while,i have been walking in the shadow of my past,thinking i can't do it...but now i really see how much everyone care about me...this feeling is something no one can explain..I love you people,especially people who gave me unconditional support thru out my life,especially God...i strayed and sin time after time yet you kept forgiving me and gave me lots of wonderful person..thank you lord!! Oh shit,i'm getting emo..darling,i think my best friend really coming already..poor you..i miss you leh,though you cannot meet me tomorrow but don't worry,i'm not angry..i understand that you are very tired,thanks for going out with me on Saturday despite me knowing that Sat is a day where you can rest..I love you baby,thank you for what you have done=) So continue back to my story..Candice also mentioned that its no good to be average and nothing is never too late..We are in a world full of choices...One thing i have learn is that we got the choice to either be happy or to be sad..its as easy as ABC...The talk was good la,rather interesting...she left us with one question..If could be/do/have anything in the world,if there was no such thing as failure,what do you really want?ya,this question is really worth reflecting..you know what...My answer is I wanna be happy, do many wonderful things for the people around me and have all the love everyone could give me..i know i'm being stupid,but i had enough of materialistic things,what i need is something money cannot buy...well,i could have say i wanted to be a millionaire and this could solve everything but will i really be happy even if i were rich??sandra, sandra,sandra..remember..I HAVE NO REGRETS!! seriously,if i were to die now, i would have no regrets too...Love everyone=)