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Thursday, July 19, 2007
10:40 PM

A Letter To God
Dear God:
Just wanna say i miss you...i know i have been missing mass for quite awhile due to my job...but now that i have quit..i will faithfully go to church...You not only forgave me for this and for that,for every sin i made,for everything i should not have said or done..instead,you even blessed me with so many wonderful things..lord, now, the joy and the pain,i'm making them yours...thanks you lord, no words can express how grateful i am to you..Lord..i promise,i will be a good girl from now on..i have learn my mistakes..i kinda miss going catchism, youth mass..i really miss them all...i miss saying prayers at night cause i don't even bother to pray now..i also miss reading bibles..lord, you were there for me at my worst..you saw how horrible i was,how confused,how sinful i was...thank you lord for being there for me..I miss church camps,lord..i need you back into my life again...I know i might sound crazy but i don't care anymore...thanks for giving me a wonderful family..though there are some problems but i believe you will make a way..thanks for giving me such an interesting class..with different characters,you have taught me how to love and accept them..though sometimes, it is not easy getting along with people especially people that we don't like,but it was you god who taught me how to love...lastly,for giving me Vincent..i was afraid to love,but i believe you gave him to me for a purpose..Lord,i pray that you will help me overcome all the doubts that i'm having right now...I know everything i own now is from you...lord,i'm really thankful for everything..I may not be someone great,may not be a smart student in school..i may be hot-tempered or maybe self-centred...but lord,thanks for making me Cassandra Dias..but lord,i also pray that you will take all my fear away..Last but not least,i pray that you will bless my family,friends and everyone whom i know,that they will be happy...take away whatever problems they are going thru now..Lastly, you are a wonderful god...I love you jesus!!
Jesus,lover of my soul,
jesus,i would never let you go
I love you,
i need you,
though my world may fall,
i will never let you go
my saviour
my closest friend
i will worship you until the very end
Yes, yes...i'm getting emo, i know=)