And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:

[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Saturday, December 09, 2006

2:38 AM

Honestly,what will become of me???

Its 2am in the morning and i know i should be in bed now but the truth is i can't sleep...today sales was good...had such a great time laughing with Jason and Zhen Rong,he's damn funny...So weird,we had to wear the santa's hat...feel weird with it but it was fun...well, i guess menses coming cause i feel moody...I guess my friends are all dead...they disappeared faster than i expected but well soon it will be my turn..I keep talking about them, guess i miss them but they don't bother so why should i??? You know i realise hard work isn't all that important..some people work so hard to get what they want yet some work so hard to get the shit they want...I mean who wants shit right? but i feel like shit...why do all good things come to an end?? Guess nothing is forever right? I learnt many things from many people these couple of years...i learnt that promises are meant to be broken..nobody gives a damn about what they say,they dont mean what they say..so i guess people are all like that...second thing i've learnt is that when people need you,they expect you to be there for them,yet when you are feeling shitty and need them,they tell you they are busy...well,no point in putting hope in people cause they never fail to disappoint me..they are a bunch of useless bums...curse me,hate me,scold me all you want..i don't give a fuck now..i tried all ways to prove to myself that this world is beautiful but guess i was stupid..it was beautiful for a short moment but turned ugly later,well being beautiful for a short moment is better than nothing right? Anyway,from now on, i will be living the life that i always wanted...Cassandra shall not be dumb,blur,dreamy anymore...she shall be selfish,smart and mean...why live for others when all you get is shit from them? Without them,i will be much happier so fuck you all dead and all out of my life=) Forgive me oh God!!! I know i'm such a disappointment to you but well i know you have never given up hope on me cause you never stopped loving me from the day i was born..well,i ever told someone that i won't give up hope on that someone but now all i can say is a sorry,guess it doesnt matter anymore..I shan't care anymore,false hopes are what have become of me=(