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Saturday, December 02, 2006
12:00 AM

The fucked up way
Am i fucked up? haha..sorry,just felt like asking cause i feel i am..anyway,i was in a good mood today,so happy michelle praised me saying i have improved,yet so sad that she's transferring to HM..after all,she taught me alot of stuff and we had some good times together.why does this job require so much transferring here and there? so sad yet so happy...want to laugh yet want to cry..so what should i do? laugh or cry? i have no idea...Work was good today and sales was excellent!!! tomorrow,i'm working again!!! izit a good or a big thing?haha...i think i'm mad,i keep haha for no reason..am i mad or am i pretending to be happy? guess my answer is both...why do i sound so depressed again man?? cheer up sandra cheer up....omg,i'm consoling my damn self,i'm seriously mad...I don't feel like talking to anyone tonight,i just wanna be alone...All the things i hate revolve around me,i'm not feeling the situation..