And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

11:23 PM

And So...

And so i can finally use the computer,heven been blogging for a long time..ouch!! my legs having cramps now so pain..tomorrow still have to work..After working,i realised so much things,i feel i have changed...i feel so materialistic,like money has become my obession...i have even become so selfish but i won't blog it out cause i only want myself to know and thats good enough!!Oh God, please forgive me,i feel like a total sinner,a total not Cassandra...So much thoughts are in my damn head now..but i can't seem to let it all out...its like a balloon with so much air but somehow the air inside can't seem to come out..i'm becoming more and more weird..and i don't know why..has my job cause me to be like that or has my heart changed due to the circumtences? I remember the things i told my mum yesterday,it was like devil has gone inside my body..Our whole conversation was nothing about money...i feel i'm beginning to love money and this is something not wrong right? but it has changed me..i can't explain it,i can't describe it but i can't be bothered already..I feel so sleepy sia,but i can't sleep...all i know is that i heven done my homework,but who cares? i don't care about anything or anybody anymore...you know something,i'm very scared..the way i right this entry,do i sound depressed? cause i'm not even scared if i depressed,cause i feel all right..Am i crazy or am i no longer that Cassandra that you used to know? I'm not having an identity problem,i know who i am,i don't think i'm depressed though i sound like i am...I just can't seem to do the things that i like to do and the way i want to lead my life..I don't need you people to get out of my life cause you all have already been out of my life..the day where i placed my hope on you guys,was the day i knew they were going out of my life...i may sound petty but i am petty.and i admit it...i'm tired,really tired...but what can i do? if my life was a movie,will the movie be a good one,haha?? oh god,this girl here is crazy,she's laughing about something thats not funny...All thanks to Noor..cause she's always talking to herself too and i have caught her disease!! So you ask me,is this entry suppose to be a depressed or funny one? i can only tell you that my answer is i don't know...