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Sunday, November 12, 2006
11:29 PM

I think the chain broke away...
I'm off tomorrow..sad man!! i rather work than stay at home...ok,you know what? the holidays are here and the most fucked up shit is that people are more busier than usual..tell me why? Are they just so kiasu to study at home? they rather stay at home watch tv than to go out? i just don't know why its just so hard getting a person out...don't keep telling me sorry,i mean no one owes me a living but let me make this clear also, i don't owe anyone a living also ok?? Don't expect me to agree to anything the next time anyone ask me out..you know why? cause i've been too fucking nice...i always hate turning people down yet you people always turn me down..ya,i'm selfish..but think about it..i work, i'm not like some rich ass who can afford to stay at home shake legs...i wish i could,i really wish i could..yes,i love being alone and guess i'm still alone..even though i have many people in my damn screwed up life, but i feel like they were never there..logic? reasons? execuses? ya,they are all part of people..what about feelings? was it never a part of human's game? i don't know why i'm kicking up a big fuss here,but all i know is that i'm tired..tired of bothering of using my damn rest day to spend time with you guys cause all i get is a sorry...Sorry?? its so easy to say yet so hard to be understood..selfish fuckers!!! don't understand why there are such people in my life...you know what? its better not to bother next time..its just a waste of my fucking time..i think the chain broke away,i felt it the day i had my own time...