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Monday, November 27, 2006
2:00 AM

Full Of Shit...
Its so late now and i can't seem to sleep..you know i dreamt i went crazy yesterday..i have been having that dream for many nights already,i dreamt i broke down...i hope i don't..pay day is like one day away..i said i wanted to do many things with the money but now i don't feel like spending it at all..i feel so bored..the whole world is sleeping..i'm off tomorrow.and i deicded to spend it alone cause the whole world is busy...busy with what? they are not even working la for god's sake...anyway..since they have no time for me..i will be a good soul and not bother them..what kind of friends i have right? in name,we are called friends but i don't even feel that we act like friends...ya ya ya,i'm repeating myself over and over agan,i feel so old cause maybe i am old...do you know after so long,nobody had ever had the time to organise a gathering cause they are so called "busy"I so dislike people like them,so selfish...u know what,a few days ago somebody scolded me selfish..ya lor,i very selfish,you not selfish lor...i don't give a fuck already..you selfish doesnt mean i cannot be selfish wat? all humans are selfish what,only care for their own interest..i depise them..so i will rather be happy alone at least i won't feel disappointed..execuse after execuse,reasons after reasons..when will it ever stop? i feel so tired..i want a holiday..I'm not trying to be emotional here but enough is enough..i fuck care the world!!! I think i'm complaining cause i'm too sleepy but didnt i say i can't sleep?? I'm weird i know,i'm crazy,i also know..but i don't give a fuck what you people gonna say already..for god sake, whatever i do from now on,whatever shit you are organising,leave me all out..i rather spend my holidays all alone..cause all of you are unreliable!!! ok,i'm tired now..goodbye world!!