And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

10:19 PM

Tattooed Memory#5

My Guilt And Shame

Went church...but didnt get to see the eyeliner guy,instead got to stand with joshua and his noisy friend,plus a emo girl who has this stucked up face..Both of them were so noisy that i had to tell Josh to keep quiet...What a big boy he is now!! last time..he was only in primary school,haha..after church,went to a warehouse sale..the place was very hard to find but in the end we found it...didn't buy much there cause the sizes were all so small...After that met up with XiaoBao to go for a warehouse sale..it was so crowded..typical kiasu s'porean pushing everywhere...At the end,it was all worth it,both of us bought shoes and she bought a shirt on top of it...going out with xiao bao really make me learn alot of things..she say she feel guilty after spending so much money...then i was thinking" what about me man?"haha..she's like the daughter every parent dream of having..so filial..After that went home,and then when i was about to send rennu the group work,i realised i lost my thumbdrive,i was so mad with myself...huiling and sam's work were all inside..i told them and they were like "nvm lor,re-do then re-do lor" i also told beth about it,and her response was similiar, one thing good about beth is that she is always so optimistic..this is something i wonder will i ever learn..xuan keeps telling me pessimist dies earlier and so i remember to be positive..but after all,all is easier said than done.I kept blaming myself for it until i cried..And my brother was like" why are you crying over a thumbdrive?" he was like thinking i was a mad woman!! I really felt terrible,i feel if i wasn;t so careless, perhaps beth and sam wouldn;t have to re-do..i felt so ashamed cause i couldnt even do anything but to just apologies...After that,went aunty gina's house for dinner..Everyone was like so lively except me,i was all depressed and sad..I'm now like emotionally and physically unwell...i have flu,tsk tsk tsk..sad,no money to see doctor..xiao bao,tell me how to save money "leh"....Thanks for today anymore,hope you had fun cause i certainly did=)