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Saturday, October 21, 2006
10:10 PM

Tattooed Memory#4









Those were so happy times,i wonder where they have gone?
Its been a week since i last left the clique, almost broke down yesterday infront of pei qing thinking how hard it was leaviing them,all the memories,all the fun..I really miss you guys..Michy talked to me and she send me a sweet e-mail telling me her thoughts,didnt really knew she will do that but she really made my day...i know they care but i just need one reason for something for me to believe on why i should return to the clique...I know i'm petty and impulsive,but if i don't do this, they will never know my existence and the way i really feel...I feel so sad...i don't know how am i going to continue next year if i pass my ns..Can i still believe in them? Can i still believe in true friends? Can i even believe i will be happy? I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it...I really miss you guys=)
Went to sentosa today with hillary,the sun was so hot but hillary liked it,haha..we tan for awhile den later went to swim...she keep mentioning that tsunami will come,so funny la she...den later we went to vivocity excitedly cause i wanted to watch deathnote but the tickets were all so sold out..so sad!!! we shopped for a while and later headed to plaza singapure to see whether we had any luck for the movie but the tickets were also all sold out..feeling hungry,we had long john silver...shopped for a while again den later returned to my house and we watched take the lead together...That was how i spend my entire day..On top, are the memories captured=)