And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

10:51 PM

Love Or Make Use?

Did nothing much today,except wake up and got to eat my favourite wan ton mee,haha..later went to the market with my parents,felt like a spoilt brat cause i keep complaining how hot and dirty the place is..then ate kway chap there for lunch at the market..after that took an afternoon nap,then got ready to go youth mass...it was a miracle that my brother went other wise i would have to go alone..dad send us there..there wasn't much people..Didnt get to see him,so sad!!! but today's sermon was good..talks about love..Do we love people or we make use of them?? after hearing this,i question myself..do i make use of the people around me to get what i want or do i really love them?? I seriously don't know...what is love?? how do you love a person? yes, god loves us but what exactly is love? How do you define it? how do you show it? these are the question marks in my head..Later saw Joshua sitting alone and so i asked him to sit with us..looking at him makes me feel a sense of weirdness,haha...i can still remember when he was such a small boy and yet now he's such a big boy..i don't know why but i feel he looks kinda depressed or maybe i was just thinking too much?? actually,i wasnt sure whether i should go for youth mass today cause if i went,i had to go alone..i mean i don't mind going alone but the worse part is i have no one to peace with,haha..I was looking thru my email and then i saw an e-mail by rachel, i was so shocked..she told me how much she treasure me as a friend,all the memories we had..after readintg this,i felt so comforted..there was a voice inside me telling me to go for youth mass and so i followed that voice...she mentioned that though sometimes i might feel that nobody cares for me but the truth is they did and i believe they did..after reading her email,i really feel like they cared..i really feel much luckier than the others..I wonder who else will receive such a sweet e-mail..i really thank the time and effort put in for writting this email to me rachel...yes,i will remember those memories we had. and hopefully there will be more to come?? Though sometimes we make use of each other to get what we want but the fact that we have to get closer to a person to get what we want shows that we do love this person..without these memories, where is the love? so where is the love?