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Sunday, October 29, 2006
9:26 PM

Kiss The Demons Out Of My Dream
Woke up feeling scared,i dreamt i had a breakdown..everything went wrong,family fell apart...this dream was enough to leave me hanging..I know this is just a dream but i'm so scared it becomes a reality...So what did i do today?? Went to church again..must be thinking who goes to church twice right? but if i don't go,my mum won't go,haha,after that went to parkway for high tea buffet...went to shop before the buffet at 3.15pm..went to giordano 1st to see again the scene of the people working there and stuff,i'm just scared,i cannot believe a person like me is finally working,its like a new found miracle!!haha...then walk around at topshop,espirit,dorothy perkins,morphesis and more...So many clothes i wanna buy man..i just cannot wait for my salary,haha..today i was like a stoner,keep day dreaming,in the restaurant,i ate so little...after eating keep stoning,my mother keep calling me but i was in my own la la land,can someone tell my mind not to think so much?? Talking about me day dreaming,you know yestering while bathing,i use the soap as my shampoo and i didnt notice it..i keep pouring the bottle of soap into my hand to my hair and i didnt realise,what a freak i am right?? i'm just so terrible that when i took an afternoon nap again, i had a nightmare...i dreamt my job at giordano was hard...i'm so scared...i just don't know why i keep dreaming..please drain the pressure from the swelling,its sensation's overwhelming,,tell me that i won't feel a thing...Kiss the demons out of my dreams..GIVE ME NOVACAINE!!!