And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

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[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
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It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

8:12 PM

How i realise they were the best times of my life...
It all felt like yesterday,the memories just all came back to me ..today was the last day of school..i don't know what lies ahead of me,i don't know what next year is in stored for me,i don't know whether i can make it for my N level all i know that the memories are all in my head...I thought i would walk this broken road alone but you guys came into my life....Turned my tears to laughter..My laughter to tears..my anger to smiles,my happiness to memories..all i know that its not a question but its a lesson learnt in time...i remember at the beginning of the year,i was scared that i could not pull thru,i was complaining that this year is gonna pass so fast but i didnt expect to pass faster than i expected. My first partner was shaminni,a sweet girl..we were always day dreaming,haha but it was fun..my second partner was chen chian..a rather serious but good experience!! She taught me things i didnt knew...though she kept saying that she doesn't have the patience to teach me but i knew she always tried and i thank her for trying..And lastly was Pei Qing,she's the sweetest and kindest girl,i'm sorry to make you go thru all the misery with me,though you didnt tell me but i can see it..But also thanks for always having lunch with me,calling me up when i didnt come to school,listening to my problems and lastly my serious attititude problem...I really enjoyed those bonding..hope you did too=)
Next, was my clique..they consist of Xiu wen, diane,lee xuan,michelle and hilda...Though i feel left out but they gave me good memories..i remember they always love cutting queue,haha...but i also remember them buying fruit punch or ribena for me...i remember we will always talk about stupid yet fun stuff especially xiu wen...about husband and stuff...i remember the times we talk on the phone,go shopping,times at the park and embarrassing times at the coffeebean..all thru happy and sad times...I will always remember that diane loves eating kang kong and gosh she sure eats alot..And for michelle,she's the one always buying drinks for me...she also was the one who died of heart attack after teaching me maths..now i love circles,haha..they always complain that i cannot carry alot of cups in my hand but don't worry i will learn that soon=) Though during that period i wasn't very close to hilda and lee xuan yet but they also taught me many things...Hilda taught me many things about life..as lee xuan,she and i know each other better now,you know what? we both love purple,haha..I always remember the times where xiu wen fought with hilda, lee xuan with diane..though i hated that part cause we had to be separated but i learn alot...we sure cannot take things for granted,after this,we learn to forgive and our friendship becomes stronger..I sure also remember those mahjong sessions,they keep saying they don't want to play with me cause they say i always win,they so bad right? just joking la..I also remember the times we go east coast, we learn to pick each other up when we fall,learn to encourage and lastly to enjoy each other's company..though i felt i and them were different but they taught me what was contentment. I just love seeing them smile...Now it comes to me being the dorcas in class,sadly my partner was huiling..i enjoyed partner with her?? not really cause we always buy the cards on our own..joking la..haha..i always remember us fighting over the design of the card like"my design is nicer than i will say but mine is cheaper,haha..i just love fighting with you=)Thanks for fighting with me to make my life spicer,thanks for giving me hope..and our relationship won't turn sour??haha,u sure?..but i learn what is the thought that counts..I love to just see the smiles on people's face when they receive the card..Do you know i don't really have this habit of buying cards and presents for people on their b'daes but know on my own,i really learn to buy..There's just so much things to remember..i remember me having a serious fight with jessie, well come to think of it,we were petty but we became close,we both learn to like DBSK especially hero,haha..another lesson learnt though..Oh!! i suddenly think of the people who i go school with,rachel,rene and xiu wen...we always walk the same path,guys do you know now when i walk to the bus stop to go church,i walk the same path,its just a habit?haha..but i remember the times we complain about the taxi-drivers and taxi-fare..the times we had to run cause we were late and lastly i know i'm always the last one to come down,sorry to make you all wait=) I believe i tried mixing alot with the different cliques in the class..i remember the time when i was close to fairli's clique was the time i learn dancing wif her and rebekah,fair's the queen ofd the class,loves bargaining with the aunites,haha..rebekah,you sure can do maths,remember the snake dance?haha..really miss walking to esplanade,haha..i remember nicole teaching me some steps,believe she will be a dancer one day...i remember jenny and laurel being the monitress..they were such funny people yet responsible. I remember samantha being the one always making the class laugh..thanks for telling me things i didnt know sam.Rene,thanks for teaching me science and your patience is something worth praising..rozand,do you remember our monopoly and maggie mee time with rene and rachel? let's play it again!!!Stephanie,thanks for always sending me home,the times we watch dbsk vidoes together,the times we go home together..really grateful and really enjoyed the deathnote movie with you and bing...haha..you guys are really comics lovers man,haha..Steff,you are just great...i remember just so much things,,,i remember us being caught for not attending assembly,remember once during pe when bethleen sprain her ankle,you all carried her,i was just so shocked!!haha..i remeber the times when we taught each other subjects we were not clear about during exam period,they always came over...You guys really taught me how to love a person..I remember yun ting,the thrifty girl...the times we went for job interview and the converse sale,really learn alot of things from her..I also know that hui min is a loud hailer,she always talk very loud,no offence ok? but she's the late bird,always the last one to arrive except for the previous east coast trip,it wasa miracle that she wasn't late,haha..i'm thinking how can i squeeze 1 yr of memories inside here?? Recently been going recess with beth's clique,they are really nice people too.i remember the times we did the f&n project together..beth's such a cheerful girl...never say die right?rennu,i keep saying you look like my great grand mother,i shall show you her picture one day and jeanne i remember you are the one talking to me when i'm alone..I also remember mojo,the one who though nag alot but stood by me during my ups and downs, i'm so thankful to you...so is everyone mentioned??haha..when we look back,will we remember all this or will we just turn our backs on it?? If i could live my life all over again,i will still want to come back to this moment..Thanks guys for all the bitter sweet memories=)