And somethings telling me it might be you all of my life..

PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:

[#o1] Welcome to my blog
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Live like you will die tomorrow
[#o4] Love like you have never been hurt before
[#o5] Follow your heart
[#o6] And remember to live life to the fullest
[#o7] Always be happy
[#o8] Follow all of the above cause Sandra says so

It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop

I am Cassandra Teresa Dias,

Another turning point - a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist - directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
will we make a mark this time?
will we always say we tried?
all the love i have made,
i have no regrets,
it it all ends now,
i'm set...

I have no regrets

:D

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Friday, September 17, 2010

1:16 AM

Past Few Moments...

Hi world,
Its 1.20am and i decided to blog tonight.
I realise i have not been blogging for a real long time
But i feel the need to
Life the past few months was a mixture of good and bad
But i guess is such
It cannot always be a bed of roses.
Been spending lots of timing with myself
Going to place i have never been,
Experiencing things i never did,
Having so much fun,
Learning so much other things.
Feeling sad about certain things,
Yet feeling happy..
I guess i am a chameleon.
My mood changes very very fast.
And i was in the bus today after work..
Loves long bus rides.
They never seem to make me think
Work is good cause i am always on leave
But i decided to really find an office job
So many night shifts are killing me
I hope to find a 9-5pm job though i am not cut out
I have always been bored of office job but i have not try
I really want weekends off so i can spend more time with baby and other people..
And talking about Baby,
We are in the midst of the planning our holiday
I guess no matter our busy we are,
We need to enjoy and take some time out for each other.
He's been a sweet guy
And of course i will always be a good girlfriend
The independant girlfriend who spends more time by herself
I am not complaining,
But i really enjoy my own company
And recently i went to places i miss so much,
I went to heartland mall alone,
Miss those times when i was still studying
Miss those times where we used to hangout in my house
And of course i miss those secondary school friends of mine,
And then i went back to roxy,
sadly, everyone has resigned
I kinda miss working with those bunch of people.
but what to do?
Hope to meet up soon
And mama becks has passed away
Its sad cause she always gave me money when i waas younger
But i guess everyone will die eventually
as long she is happy, i believe we will all be happy for her
And my 21st birthday will be next year,
I am in the midst of planning something
but i cannot seem to get any venue
That is the day where i really want my family,boyfriend,friends to be all by my side
I want to give a long speech to thank those people who are important.
So if you are invited,
Its because you are special to me ya...
Anyway,
I am feel nostalgia today,
Dont worry,
Its only today.
I love you guys!

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Saturday, September 11, 2010

4:57 PM

Happy!

CASSANDRA DIAS IS HAVING THE BLAST OF HER LIFE
WILL UPDATE MORE SOON!
LOVE YOU GUYS!

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

10:51 AM

The Whole New Change Thingy..

And I have not been blogging for at least 1 month?
Omg,
This 1 month has been a rollercoaster ride..
To meeting up with people that i miss,
To having a new haircut
To taking something that changed my whole life..
To making new friends
Having new perspective
I am having the blast of my life...
You will know very soon..
Till then people..
Please have a blast of your own life too!!
Who says working life is a routine?
Now you know why i never go for a 9-6 job
Take care!

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Wednesday, June 16, 2010

2:44 PM

Life...

And i have gone more than 10 hours without sleep since night shift
I seriously cannot sleep
I'm too energetic already..
And so i was looking at the photos Rozand put on facebook.
Back then, when you look at those photos, you dont really think much of it
But now,when you look at it,
You show a different side of it..
I guess thats life..
You takes things,take people for granted,
Thinking they will always be there,
And when they leave you,
You tell yourself,
Its time to move on to the next chapter of life.
But suddennly,
You have a sudden realisation that things were actually goood back then
You just know you like that feeling of looking back..
I dont know how to explain
Probably,baby wont understand it as well,
I guess 10years down the road,
then we probably realise it..
All i can say is I'm a 80 years old trapped in a 20 years old body.
Do anyone feel me?

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Monday, June 14, 2010

1:04 PM

Do You Remember?

Hi world,
I'm finally back
SOmetimes i really wonder if anyone really reads my blog,
But i guess it doesnt matter as long i express what i wanna say
Work recently has been shitty
Busy with groups and i made a few mistakes
Luckily, they understand i'm still new
But c'mon I'm still having my Roxy big hotel sydrome that i cannot seem to let go
I'm used to what the big hotels are doing but i forgot that i'm now in a smaller hotel
And the worse thing is the finance and accounts are hunting all of us like dogs
They make the problem so big with us
But seriously, they dont understand that we are only human
So remember i had 5 days leave?
My leave was supposed to be spent alone
But i rather spend it with someone than being alone
Because in the end,
I meet different people on different days doing different things.
Haha
Let the pictures do the talking...

1st day was spent with Ida,

We baked cookies and went to chevy for aunty sharon's and uncle gary wedding anniversary

We drank and danced so much

Hope to go there again.

2nd day was with my long lost classmate Hilda

We couldnt decide where to go and so we decided on Arab St and dinner at Timbre near my hotel at Old School.

Really love our conversations,music, food and of cause drink.

Hope to meet up soon again=)

Third day was spent with Mr Wong

I finally had the chance to use my free movie tickets

Didnt really wanna watch Shrek at first

But in the end,

I really enjoyed the movie with good popcorn as promised from Cathay

and afterwhich we trravelled from AMK hub to bugis and then to Taka to buy his books..

And i bought 2 good books..

I'm learning on fortune telling and body language.

I have always been interested in these topics.

So finally my dream has come true..

Hehe..

And finally it was spent with my Baby

It was our 3 years anniversary..

He was so sweet

First he gave me a pink bear and recorded a message inside it..

Secondly, he gave me this notebook..

It was full of love and he wrote our love story inside

From how we met,what we did and what did we say to each other

I cannot believe he actually remember every word i said to him

And of cause he wrote some encouraging and sweet sentences to me

I was so touched that a man like him could be so good at this as well

Haha

I baked us a chocolate cake

And i believe we enjoyed it very much

We end it off with dinner at Thai express

And sadly, i had to go work for night shift.

But we still enjoyed ourselves alot.

I pretty much enjoyed my leave for 6 days

It really had lots of surprise in stored for me

I guess life is such

So do not take any one or thing for granted ya?

I will be on night shift today

I really hope everything will be fine

Argh!

Recently,

I have been having this urge to find a good place to have a coffee and read my book

But somehow,

Time does not permit me to do so

I guess i am really taking things slow..

And I have also cut my hair

I cannot believe i finally cut

But i think i look great though

I'm now just waiting for my success to weight lost

Hehe

I am really seeing results now...

So happy..

"If you want to lose weight,

Ask me how?"

And I will be meeting Yun Ting for suntanning session this thursday after night shift

Cannot wait

Let's all find things to look forward in life so we have motivation to live ok?

Take care folks..

Let's take this time and make memories

Do you remember
All of the times we had?

Let's bring it back

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Friday, May 21, 2010

7:54 PM

Boredom Kills Cassandra..

And i woke up with many plans in my head today
But somehow, the plans didnt take place except for 1 or 2
I wanted to go suntanning but was hesitating due to the weather.
I wanted to bake a brownie which i eventually did cause people in Hangout kept bugging me
The cake turned out so well that i felt happy just looking at it
Secondly, is to head to the bank to draw out money for tmr
Thirdly, to meet Ida but she was heading for her boyfriend's house to settle something
I was boreed the entire day
And i so wished i didnt had 2 off days like Roxy where time could fly faster
I headed down to my favourite Sheng Shiong for some marketing
I bought my baking items, prawns,salmon,butter....
And i had just received a sms from Baby reminding me to eat dinner
He's such a sweet boy
I love you baby
Cause he knows that i always skips my meals and get gastric
Like what he say"I will know when you shake your tail"
Haha..
Ok
I dont wanna act like i have just fell in love even though we have been together for 3 years?
Its irritating cause i know of certain people who does that without considering that there's some people out there who are still single
So we must always be thoughtful and think of how others will feel
I think i'm getting weird
But who cares
I'm really really bored!!
Kill me...

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Thursday, May 20, 2010

9:35 AM

Finally..

I just got home from night shift
Night shift was a quiet and peaceful night
Managed to clear all emails, print the right reports, do all bookings and still feel good
Mr Kim whom was my korean guest checked out today
He's such an emotional man
He said he cant bear to leave Hangout and wanted to give me a hug
Ever since i worked in Hangout,
All i can say is i'm so amazed that 3/4 of the guest really enjoyed their stay
I remember guests in Roxy only know how to complain
Thats why i guess, working in Hangout is much happy..
All i can say is when you stay in a hotel,
What do you look for?
Good service?
Good room?
Good price?
Good location?
People,tell me about it
Hehe..
and after work, i went to have mac breakfast alone in Parklane
I was the only one inside..
I really enjoy time on my own
And once again i fell asleep in the bus and misses my stop
I'm so angry man
I just cannot control dozing off
Haha...
And finally,
I am off today and tmr
So happy!
I cannot believe i cut bangs by myself cause i couldnt stand looking at my fringe
I am really vain man
What should i do today?
Sleep?
Oh well..
Before i think, i think i wanna sleep already
Good night world

I dont believe its true that someone like you loves me too....